Friday, March 23, 2012

update the weekend

The weekend is approaching, today we are all in place a national holiday, including my two daughters, so we gathered all day as a happy little family, I'm glad I still have them, who can make me smile and makes me want to live 1000 years ,Apparently the love that I've been looking for love as long as it can make people lose their common sense, it's only true love I get from my two daughters,I've been wrong all this time, assess the meaning of true love that I once thought I could get from a man who called him, ahhh, although the condition of my body was getting weaker, tired, headache, nose bleed, oh, I'm tired of taking drugs this, last night I forced myself to exercise I was very hobbies, yoga and jogging.I think I just want to fight this disease, but it did not stand my body defense, ahhh I remember I was not the age of 29 years, the Doctor who examined me continue to call me, uhhg, I ignore, in the afternoon I forced my body to a cold sweat, head weight, abdominal pain, I was forced to swim with my little daughter, because she was off all day at home, pity, because there are no friends to play.though it was going to pass out of the body, but so excited to see my little girl had enough pain medication that I feel pain,about my daughters, I never taught them to excess, I let them do what they want, but I teach them to live independently, do not ever feel afraid that we are in a state right, and thank my two daughters, understand what I mean, I never taught them to hate people who harm us,I am grateful for the little guy, smart and understands what her mother felt, with the limited space of our environment, our lives just the school, the internet, watch tv, but every day of the week I always encourage my daughters to go to the mall, eating the restaurant,, do not need an expensive, our togetherness we felt it,Honestly since I moved from the first new FRAGILE, I never knew the neighbors, let alone to gather, mmmmm I do not usually swapped small talk, as though we are living in a society shows, always speak good words, but false, I do not like that way, for my neighbors, if they reprove me well I said well good, but if they let me, why I should be good at themhahaha that's crazy but I, I do not like to hide what I feel, I can forgive, but I could not be better as it once was, in fact I know them well together, they always hurt me, and I never want to hurt them , there is a funny story, and I think this little game, TELL HER, I WILL NEVER SEE YOU ALSO YOU  ALSO FRIENDS, and the woman in question ALSO TOLD ME I broke up AT HER bOYFRIEND, because of me, hahaha I would laugh, I just wondering why they have to say that they had broken up, but apparently they are still together,....because I never cared, they still together or they break up,, I'm confused with the old people like that, the question is, why they should be talking to me that they had broken up, ahahaku know, they're afraid Kalaw I know they are still together, they think I'm going to take profits because I made ​​them meet,, ahhh wrong, why do you who I think is a smart man, knows religion and have a god, still scared of me that obviously I was stupid,hey to anyone who was there in my character is, please save and record in your heart, or ask your god, (jasmine which I never intend to bring you good, it never occurred in the liver is to make money out of your relationship, or I think you'll make a fool of you, separate you, uhhh here you will realize one day that I had good intentions, not bad you guys think, thought that a god,I'm happy to see you together  in real life, not in cyberspace, and I'm pretty happy with all my adventures, so for me, life is just try to be good eacother, always think well of others, realize that we are not perfect, no matter how much money we have now, we do not take it off, so do not because you think money can buy the world, buy self esteem (if I still had no self esteem, so if someone is offering to buy me, I said nothing more could I selling, hahaha),,,some say that I'm a player, ahh for me, living virtual world or real world, if we are not so well our players are in the fun of, only those who lose in the play it is said, that I was a player, hehe, well, about 4.5 guy online u all wrong haha, i have many guy arun me because i nice, and remember i single, no one yet I am applying for a real, if only to talk, I love you, ahhh I was old enough to be a fool, ehehe good night, want to rest first head of the hospital again next week, my nose would bleed again taking medicine before sleeping, I hope the day and time we can use it before that time arrives, the day when we can not breathe, so you should try to be useful for both human others, big hugss for all my friends,anyone forget, if you can still read my blog, it mean I was still able to write, though in a slightly unhealthy situation, and if you still see nick name jasmine, it is still online hehe i mean i still alive even in bed , muaaaaaah all, GOD bless you all, wish u luck,,,,,,,