Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Nightmare subscriptions

                                                        "  The Nightmare"
Long time i not writing because to busy with my real life,,Hope all my friend doing fine in all over in the world.
Today I want to write again a dream that always comes, nightmares always come as a subscription..
Dreams that can make me cry in my sleep, dream of a very long and painful,I still do not understand what this all means,, dreams always come, almost every 2 months...It's like the sign and the Lord showed me that this is what I feel real, even though I do not care though, and always try to accept all these conditions with a big heart, but actually in my mind,, I still can not accept all of these..the dream is always the same,,, the same people, he is always hurt me, hurt until I feel, body and bones ache all,
I submit to you that God knows all these plans,, plan how my future and my two daughters,, just my prayer, Lord, I know, I deserve no justice to ask you because I have left you, but I'm sure you know better, and only thee mighty and mighty in this world nothing moves without the will,
 Even though I was tired, I had to endure for the sake of my daughters, for their future, without considering the happiness I myself, a lot of friends who told me I had persecuted myself by staying like this.Either fate or destiny, so I have stuck like this, my parents headed today...
but I'm still grateful.
yeah sometimes when we're having a difficult time, as if it's just in our own world, while there are still many more suffering,

 I know we are still grateful that I was given, If it is still possible, I turned inward on behalf of the souls and hearts of sincere To take a trip this.We life certainly remember all the tragedy that happened to us in the past, and I'm sure all of it must be his wisdom,I should not always complain,, I have always been grateful that I was given the time and opportunity, and the future is still long .. nobody will understand when I tried to ask,, everything shook and silent,
although who knows how long this is all over, only god knows,,
In my tired, I pray God that the people I love are always happy, I sincerely accept this for the sake of them all, let God lead the way where and what is best for us, because I'm sure God will never let me too soluble long nightmare,~~~~~~~~~~~