" Recovery my soul"
Right now I want to write about everything I experienced, from miracle-a miracle that in the end I realized he was present in my life just to complement the story in a book or a blog in a story,
Right now I want to write about everything I experienced, from miracle-a miracle that in the end I realized he was present in my life just to complement the story in a book or a blog in a story,
On 6 August I received the news of her husband dies in a car accident while he was driving drunk,, but actually this time I wanted to write about the restoration of the soul that had been sick and I fell to the ground, which was I think of God punished for the sins that I committed, but from everything I experienced, so much experience of the journey of life that really make me fell briefly to return to the path of God,, and (prostrate),,,
This article is actually a letter from our friend, a friend in pain, if you ever feel miserable, I was more, Betrayed? We are the same! My friends who read this, I just want you to feel a thrill that I experienced, a nuance that had chased, and now I get, What is it? you will feel exhausted after I wrote my story here and all I could respond with a sense of peace______,
We are companions in misery, we are just different parents, age, appearance, and place, what we're after? a consciousness, and that you are worth it! realize that you wanted! Knowing that God loves you, much bigger than than you ever expected and hoped,,
"This is the strongest reason why I should remain strong and happy""
This paper is not a theory but an experience, and I looked in the mirror there from all events and from all the experience, the mirror of a struggle of life that has been successfully i out of feeling useless and meaningless, feelings of anger and sadness which is really only an illusion, and I pray after reading this article you are always happy and successful,, Amin_________There is a point where we really do not understand and always feel persecuted, you may forget the contents of all of this writing, but You do not want this,
1)"The person who hurt you is the one who borrowed to form the maturity stage mu"(If you hate him, that means you reject your maturity plans that God has designed for you,,If not through him keep going through other people, meaning that if it was not him who hurt you, keep going through other people that will be hurt, the process of formation of the soul still has to happen, I still had to mature_____
"To become an adult can not only result from the expectations, but the result of the process of formation, formed from pain__.Without realizing it we were often "borrowed" to hurt others to form him,,,And when she hates it same as he refused their maturation process,,,Not that after reading this you "diligently" to hurt others and said, "O thou, I am the messenger of God to mature you," do not you think, when you borrowed for the "hurt" another person shape of the mistakes that you do not accidentally,,,Well, for that you borrowed to form the life of another person, without through you, is still going through someone else, he still had to "hurt" to be formed into adulthood,
Hopefully hatred never exist again, turned into gratitude for this life,,,,, Thank God my understanding is superficial only brings hatred, Now I already know, my life is full of love after knowing all this,,
You are so loved me that I constantly becoming more mature,, success came with the maturity, the more I grow the more I succeed___," Amen"
" i there is a gift"
I was there because I'm important, I'm there because I want this life, I am there because I love the Lord,,
The realization that the problem is that the former life, the realization that pain is an ornament of life to be able to enjoy the happiness, the realization that everyone must grow up, be strong in the awareness that the willingness when processed by life__
The realization that should not be too binding what is owned in order not to lose the current pain, the realization that I feel loved God, desired by this life__
There are millions of questions we should have awareness, consciousness-consciousness level up is making us so that we arrive at the point of life is sturdy and not easily upset, strong and happy life,,,
On this occasion I want to share a feeling to you, may be useful !!
I used to have a business, when the initial opening, this business has experienced several losses, when I was very sad, can not accept the fact, lately these efforts began to bring profits and I feel very happy, When it can be a pattern, I also feel more happy, because it was more profitable business, however, the longer the happiness felt increasingly bland, Why? Maybe too often do not even feel happy again as something meaningful__"One time I was "allowed" to experience a loss, this event is very surprising, when the loss, I feel that the phase yesterday I experienced the success is happiness that is so large, but why can not I be grateful consistently, Like a man unconscious on his breath, So sometimes we undervalue the happiness that we have received, because we dragged by dissatisfaction constantly want to pursue a better,,
Can I remain grateful for what exists and at the same time pursuing to be better?
This pursuit becomes balanced, does not mean you just give thanks, but also struggled, while grateful for what has been there and felt lucky,,,We must keep striving to be better, of course not solely for greed, but because they want to be able to make others, especially those we love and who love us__
"What i really want in this life?"
Anything as beautiful as anything, then it will feel mediocre, that's the emptiness of life, without gratitude in living color______,When mad at someone, what I want to him and to myself?
when I'm lazy, what I really want?
When blame myself, what I really want?
Lots of emptiness, which in the end will only make you say, "yes yes yes,,,, useless for anything I like this,,, for what I have done so__
Always questioning what you are feeling, what you really mean?
I mean like this, when I'm angry at someone, and naturally my initial response was to make him feel regret, perhaps even wanted to make him experience the "pain" too.However, when vengeance is successful, I satisfied? Not really! In fact, often feel sorry for the reply, occurred to a thought, "yes yes,,,, he is a human being who could feel sad and hurt a weak moment, What's the point well, I reply to this,,,, hollow thing if I'm patient enough ,,, my glory will be more visible "Hopefully we can all feel the dialogues themselves as,,,
It made me stop and think, more thoughtful I feel more mature, Brood me find my true self, not want to live in the futility of desire that only bind while, as if to give satisfaction, but in fact it was just a hoax satisfaction__,In Within us there are two selves, the "noble self" and "self-hollow" Both myself it often appears and dialogue, I hope in every conversation, Self glorious one who can win positive emotions in us,
Noble self and self servants they arrange a meeting and make peace...
Hopefully hatred never exist again, turned into gratitude for this life,,,,, Thank God my understanding is superficial only brings hatred, Now I already know, my life is full of love after knowing all this,,
You are so loved me that I constantly becoming more mature,, success came with the maturity, the more I grow the more I succeed___," Amen"
" i there is a gift"
I was there because I'm important, I'm there because I want this life, I am there because I love the Lord,,
The realization that the problem is that the former life, the realization that pain is an ornament of life to be able to enjoy the happiness, the realization that everyone must grow up, be strong in the awareness that the willingness when processed by life__
The realization that should not be too binding what is owned in order not to lose the current pain, the realization that I feel loved God, desired by this life__
There are millions of questions we should have awareness, consciousness-consciousness level up is making us so that we arrive at the point of life is sturdy and not easily upset, strong and happy life,,,
On this occasion I want to share a feeling to you, may be useful !!
I used to have a business, when the initial opening, this business has experienced several losses, when I was very sad, can not accept the fact, lately these efforts began to bring profits and I feel very happy, When it can be a pattern, I also feel more happy, because it was more profitable business, however, the longer the happiness felt increasingly bland, Why? Maybe too often do not even feel happy again as something meaningful__"One time I was "allowed" to experience a loss, this event is very surprising, when the loss, I feel that the phase yesterday I experienced the success is happiness that is so large, but why can not I be grateful consistently, Like a man unconscious on his breath, So sometimes we undervalue the happiness that we have received, because we dragged by dissatisfaction constantly want to pursue a better,,
Can I remain grateful for what exists and at the same time pursuing to be better?
This pursuit becomes balanced, does not mean you just give thanks, but also struggled, while grateful for what has been there and felt lucky,,,We must keep striving to be better, of course not solely for greed, but because they want to be able to make others, especially those we love and who love us__
"What i really want in this life?"
Anything as beautiful as anything, then it will feel mediocre, that's the emptiness of life, without gratitude in living color______,When mad at someone, what I want to him and to myself?
when I'm lazy, what I really want?
When blame myself, what I really want?
Lots of emptiness, which in the end will only make you say, "yes yes yes,,,, useless for anything I like this,,, for what I have done so__
Always questioning what you are feeling, what you really mean?
I mean like this, when I'm angry at someone, and naturally my initial response was to make him feel regret, perhaps even wanted to make him experience the "pain" too.However, when vengeance is successful, I satisfied? Not really! In fact, often feel sorry for the reply, occurred to a thought, "yes yes,,,, he is a human being who could feel sad and hurt a weak moment, What's the point well, I reply to this,,,, hollow thing if I'm patient enough ,,, my glory will be more visible "Hopefully we can all feel the dialogues themselves as,,,
It made me stop and think, more thoughtful I feel more mature, Brood me find my true self, not want to live in the futility of desire that only bind while, as if to give satisfaction, but in fact it was just a hoax satisfaction__,In Within us there are two selves, the "noble self" and "self-hollow" Both myself it often appears and dialogue, I hope in every conversation, Self glorious one who can win positive emotions in us,
Noble self and self servants they arrange a meeting and make peace...
Self hollow: I hate,,,,
Glorious self: What do you really want with this hatred??
Self hollow : why not ask who I hate? why ask the desire on the hate?
Glorious self :Because I understand, in fact we do not have problems with anyone, but troubled by hatred itself,,,,
Self hollow :Anyway, I hate!!!
Glorious self :Okay, do you feel comfortable with being in this kind of hatred??
Self hollow : No!!
Glorious self : Now what could make out of it???
Self hollow : I want everyone who hurt me feel sorry,,,
Glorious self : Okay, well you are right__
self hollow : why u said that,,,
Glorious self : Yes they should be, as long as not more than that aim
Self hollow : Yes indeed should not it? They should be sorry!!!
Glorious self :Presumably it is excessive, you may wish that they were sorry, but what you now feel even damage ourselves, with grumpy itself undermine the work is interrupted, disturbed health, duh not bear to really,,
self hollow : silent,,,,
Glorious self : Yes, if you are sure you are not wrong, do not punish yourself like this, baseball Though you care about yourself, I love you, Let go of this hatred in order not to spoil myself who I love__
What do you feel now? maybe you just need time to reflect for a moment, get into your noble self, do not want inedible lust of self-vacuum, she can do anything for, "an empty victory"
In you no glory enormous strength, Indulge your holy_____
Continued recovery of the soul part 2_______
