Friday, July 27, 2012

The Forgive

               "Forgiving someone who has hurt us is very difficult, but we'll forgive them feel much better"
I as an ordinary man who did not escape from doing wrong, but I'm also not the devil who is always wrong, or the angel who is always right, I'm sure all of mankind would never make a mistake in his life,
  I live in an environment that is quite nice, also with our neighbors care about each other so we are busy with their own businessa lot of time I spent most of in my computer, because all that I have gathered on it, honestly I'm not hanging out with neighbors or friends,,everyday my activities only, the morning I took my daughter to school, go to the place of work, or I work at home with my computer until the night , talking with friends online, four times a week I was out of activities just for the sport and even then I always carry my daughter,in the gym, did a lot of women my age I am but I just simply say hello there I have never joined their activities,so I did not waste a lot of my time for girl talk is not only important, but it's always the problem came and went, without me knowing I have a neighbor who does not like me,,She exactly right before my house, but I never want to interfere their affairs especially I purposely wanted to know what their activities, but rather the day yesterday, I heard something that really makes me confused and could make me upset,
 She instigated and made ​​the issue, the rumor that I was a woman who does  like to tease they good husband, She spread rumors shit vilify me, while I myself never hang out with them,I feel angry at the time but only temporarily, eventually I realized maybe I've done wrong with the appearance or the way I greet me with them, and I'm quite bring myself to ask, "why do you hate me, She had no clear answer She just said, I hate women like you might some day you'll tease my husband,Oh,,, if when I was young I feel like slapping her face, I'm just saying, why are you so stupid not like the appearance and style of yours, "Miss even though you see I still alone and maybe you hear all of the failure of my marriage, not mean I would like to tease someone's husband,,In front of everyone She embarrassed me, makes me very insulted, but I'm glad I still have faith, maybe now you're bothered by critical self-confident, take a deep breath I finally did I leave those who would again forget who they was,,finally in the afternoon when I was doing my job again, my phone rang, and it's one of she friends and She said they would try to explain to my house to apologize for the misunderstanding they judge me, I said, no need to apologize to all of this is precisely the I feel very grateful,,because with all that you do to make my understand where I need more repair themselves, making me more and know who I was, that not everyone likes what we do, "but I have a bad carpenter, if you're feeling hurt my heart yes I can forgive but, their friendship but heavy for me start again, so I say live each of you do not need to bother to find fault with others,,Do not blame anyone else with all the failures that you get, because what you make it that you can, God will never forget to reply to all of what we do, no matter how small the sins that we do God will reward you well no matter how small we are doing good God will surely reward, you're the praying,,
     For me, the life that I live now more than happy enough, because the happiness that we will know how we would feel happy or not, it's simple life is all just a choice, I will not keep anger for the anger, hatred all my life the way it just closes to be happy, if you still hate me I will never force you to like me.Live with your own choice, do not rush to find fault with others, we can not judge anyone they are wrong, we have no right to punish someone else with his life choices, as I choose to own, although I'm quite happy to live without a man in my life for now, or a lover it was my choice, and one thing you must remember, we live not just stop there, the world is spinning, it is not impossible that one day what happened to me you will all,,
      so grateful and let me in my life do not ever bother me, because I do not care what you do, have great time God bless all, so to forgive people who have hurt us, it is a miracle, I feel better, Very good

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Month of july

    "presence,,,,We do not know what will happen to us in this strange pattern of life, however, we can decide which will happen within us .... How do I deal with it, what we will we do to him or her,,, and that's what ultimately most decisive______
   December twenty-six!!"The date is not easy I forget, the day that I was the first time, knowing all things about life,the day when I should be able to determine which direction the path of my life to date,, ahhhh but it's all over not only the panorama of life that I'm sure everyone must have experienced it,,I do not really know until recently that I was stepping over the adult,when the girls have started stepping up,I still have not found someone who could fill my days with happiness as a woman, I'm not complaining, with all that, yeah, although sometimes present a very deep sense of loneliness,,loneliness as a grown woman, I never fell in love, to someone who is much there, but in the end I know it all but impossible, because the distance between us is not near,,so in the end, I close the back door of my heart,,,I think it's an experience, an adventure in love again I will not feel it, honest to this day I still feel lost, there is little desire but I'm trying to forget all that, because I do not want to kill my own mind with something that is not possible,
 Its presence could make my days happy, I got carried away beautiful dreams, could make me smile and sing about love, but I finally woke up, he is not a god couple who gave me,,,
    But until now I seemed to lose all emotion, I lost a sense of anger, jealousy, even love, Oh my God what happened to me,,Is it because all of the failure of the life of love, which I have experienced since the first time I know love, all the men who came up to me they just hurt me,