The story of Jasmine part 3( The love just begin)

                            "The story of Jasmine part 3"
Okay,, I'm here and still remains the same as years ago, not much has changed my        life maybe it's just my feeling, after Returning back to Indonesia I continue life as normal, month after month I went through until finally I was felt bored, with my age who have started adulthood often I feel lonely but when it is in my mind just looking for money and money.
      Never thinking for close or meet a guy,, yeah there many guy try to close with me but I always ignore them as I can, because In my mind all the same man, and I do not believe a relationship or marriage, to see the destruction of my parents' marriage was enough to marry,make me like an example,,,( it just a new drama of life)
    But maybe God wanted another by fate or new drama of my life when I adulthood,,,
Until one day I met a man who caught my attention,,"because he's just a man who often meet but never noticed or bothered me, while many of his friends often tease, and that makes me curious,,, I ask by myself,," why this man arrogant or he's just a shy man,I never give him get attention, but when i looking so deeply, I notice of all his friends he is quite handsome, with a high body large, very short hair and face oriental,,One man's dream when I was young, because I have always favored actors china movie,,,"Often we  met because he always came to the place where I work, well as usual but he  never noticed me,, and I said yeah even though there is little sense of fascination with the  attitude and appearance I never showed,,
       Until one night, and then I have to go home late because there is still something unfinished work,, then about 10pm, I just got out office and of course I had to go home to ride motorcycles transportation then place enough  far,, Oh yes when i return from Malaysia,finally moved away and rented a small house in one of the newly built housing,
  But that night the weather was cloudy like it will rain, when I walked down the stairs, I saw someone standing at the exit of the office, knows who and what he is doing or waiting for someone,,with street lighting is bright enough I saw him, the man who had been familiar with but do not know, I never know what his name is but I'm sure he knows my name,,With awkward feeling i try to ask him, because at that time no one else around,,, "Mr., you are waiting for anyone ??because our office is closed already,And he said,  "Not I just wait for a friend  was shut restourand, but perhaps he is rather long because there are many people still eat,,,hmmmm,, Okay I said and walking away from him,,But in second he is asking me,so where u living lady? hahahaha He called me Lady,,
 I said," I in one far away so i need going with motorcycles called <"ojek"Ohhh How far is,, may we are on direction,,he said,," but I don't thinking so Mr,,,and he extended  hand that looks stocky and muscular, My name is ( E) so i called His Mr E,,May I drive you home Miss??
     Ahhhh that time was in right time also for me because already late night, so I said okay,if u don"t mind,, and at last i in his car,,his drive me on way my home,,
on the road we do not say much, he just asked some question usual, as you live with anyone, but from that moment I saw he was not a man arrogant maybe he's just a little shy,.,,(Oh my God I smiling again now when i remember him,, I love you so much)--------I will writing again later,,,,,,Love you all

   
          

"The story of Jasmine 2

                   "    "The story of Jasmine 2"
Jasmine,, 
 start all the work sincerely and very fond of his new family, she began required to fund all of her  new family life, ranging from school finance adoptive siblings until they could continue their  education in college, she did not expect much,does she expect a the younger  siblings could replace her pay for their parent...
  although She had to work day and night does not care about her health, one that She knows, She feels fortunate because there are still families who loved her,well,, although life was now very much in comparison of her life in the past while living with his father.
         This personal story as a writer I've long I want to express who I am, so now i would said Is me,, The Jasmine,
     When I must have stepped 23 years, oh I forgot one of the family foster died she had alittle daughter who was sweet and I decided to adopt from the start she was the age of 3 weeks at the time, but of course I do not care like she real mom,I do just afford what she need,I while working at the company,and that time she just 3 week babies,all i need just buy her milk etc,and every 1 month i back to that village for see her and my parent,,yeah sometime i not bring lot money becouse the money always sent my parent before i back home,,,anyway I was stay in mes from that company I work, so i no need waste money for pay any rent room,
    Almost 2 year i work in that company and I did making new house for my parent,sent all my sibling sister going to hight school,at last i can sent my adoption daughter also school,
And i very grateful who God still love me even that time I almost never praying,Muslim my new  family teach me, but that time I still not believe what is religion for.
     and to relieve boredom while I'm working, I finally got back to my old habits Drink,,,,,hang out with friends who are also equally drinkers.
I disappeared from my old life, and replace all the identities I even change the name,telling what I had in mind at the time, I want to just I want to become a new person,, ( my new name is Karina I use my real Mom name).
    Until one night I suddenly woke up the sleeping, drunk but I cry I remembered my family in malaysia, how about my father of course I remember where my mother whether She was alive or dead, I cried alone, I miss them, but how I could go back there with a new identity, I really feel soo lose when finally i found myself I here just like trow myself in another country with all stranger________

     I finally decided not to set aside a little money for the return fare to Malaysia just to find out about the state of my father, finally the money collected one million five hundred rupiah, I thinks that enough for i go there that time with ferry from Batam, but i need go Batam use plane yeah not to expensive,, Oh that time was 2003 November almost new years, finally i come again to my home land, I sneaky go my own home watch my Dad but that time he was not home probably his at work,Oh my God how I miss my own bed room< I miss my Dad I miss all I left in this house,
But the most I miss he Is My Dad,,I actually difficult to get into the house, because the security guard at  house no one knew who I am, I finally ventured to telephone my father during the hours that he was in office.,,,yeah,, who does not know his voice, despite several years we have met, with his voice that surprised,,, "Dad this me Jasmine,, What He said," Are you still alive where are you now, but I'm sure he knew I was in Malaysia as seen from the local phone I use for the telephone, "I say I here dad front the house, but  new security guard let me in." Ok let me call them to let you In and just waiting Dad,," In a few minute get home,,Finally the security guard let me In ,, Oh,,,,, I miss all over here, I running everywhere I trow out my Body in my bed..  and a few minutes later I heard the sound of my Dad car.___
       I ran to hug him, I cried uncontrollably, and of the many years I lived with, just this time i see him cry,,""Oh My Jasmine U come back,"I miss you so much ,, and we both just spent time together,,He said please" Jass u don"t need to come back to Indonesia,, Dad here have No one,, anyway I have 1 brother but he living in Singapore,, don't know what he doing, i hear from My Dad he was married,,when I remember him ,i smiling,before he was teach me.

Doing all bad stuff like trick Dad money for our buy drugs,, hahaha He was good bro plus bad Bro,, but i know he love me,,
     Ok,, maybe about 2 week i spent my time with my Dad, but i need return back to Indonesia,With a heavy heart, my father took me to return to Indonesia, one that I let him, Dad please do not worry about me "I can lives without you money,, and you know I strong,tough women as you teach me how to lives in  my own feet, and I know how to.because I've proved a few years, I can have new ancestry, a new home and a foster child,, Just You need keep in touch in future,, he just said that with tears in his eyes,, "yes I will Dad and you need take care you self,, I soo love you""_______ Okey for now this story but i will writing soon as i have time again,,__________ Meet my love Dad