Wednesday, January 13, 2016

Story of Jasmine 4

                                                   "Feel of love with stranger"

Since then, we so often encounter from start to dinner, he always invited me to the roads out of town, I can not imagine how happy then, and I feel like the luckiest woman in the world,
 maybe as others say, love is blind and we really blinded, I do not want to know who he is and I never asked ,, him if he was married or not, because I know he always spent time with me all the time, yeah  although  not  always every day we shared,__that we feel when we fall in love, and no one can hinder our love,this picture when we was with about 1 year,,And in the end we decided to get married, even though I know this marriage as a game but I promise he would become my husband forever, Love which was never replaced with anyone in this world,"How I love him with all my heart"
    Finally we alone prepare for the wedding which Muslims can occur marriages between two people with different backgrounds but can be united in God's eyes,We legitimately as husband and wife, but when the wedding was I little bit do not understand, because I know, a wedding for sure No his family or my family , but in any doubt that he always convinced me that our marriage legitimate in the eyes of God....
  And we are promise Just God can separated us,No human being can separate us, our love is too strong.,..
This picture,from we was togrether until we are getting married,,Omg how I can't imagine that time i was felt lucky women In the world,,,,
   finally we got married somewhere and we have already agreed, promised to live with joy and sorrow, life just to be with him, and I stopped completely from my job because of him request, the year of our marriage, we lived like most normal couple more, the night life I left total almost never again I go hangout with my friends just to spend time with drinking and getting drunk and I thinks that just waste my time,most of time i more spent with my husband,,, We are living in small house we was rent after moving to Cikarang,,, But the home is more than my Kingdom,,He is My King,,And inside the house there we buil promise,Love,and trust,,,,a year, two years, three years, our marriage mediocre and we still always feel honeymoon, until finally I was pregnant and it increasingly makes me happy,, Just me feel it like miracle of my life,,finally i have something in my belly and that my babies with him the guy I love most,
     At the age of marriage we were four years old and the age of my body began to tread several months, began to feel he often left me alone, he is busy with his work and we almost did not have more time, as it used,, ________
   I try to understand all the preoccupations that almost confiscated all the time, but when pregnancy who at the age of 6 months, I have to bury all the desire to cuddle, even to go to the doctor to check my womb I have to learn to go alone, especially at nights many passes he never came home with a busy grounds,,,
        Until one day, the day that changed the lives of all my household that I've been maintained with difficulty, finally a new story began,,,, One evening my husband called in a tone that was not as usual, "Ai later someone will meet you and I have something to talk about" and oh,, she was always calling me with endearments> Ai <love> in china,, I was thinking who is want meet me,,but I was trough ahhhh Maybe some of His friend ,,so at night i prepared for cook same little simple diner,,,Until the evening like time was he promise will come home,, when i hear His car in outside,,I was feel sooo happy after 3 day i was not meet him, my husband how I miss him U are will have no idea,,, with smile in my face i come over the door and I was just hugs,kiss him so much and want telling him how our baby,,,But i was a little surpise becouse his come not with his friend i was know them,,,,I was thinking who this old guy with old lady but when i see deeply He is look like my husband,, and the lady was not even smile or say something,, yeah when i was think,, Hey,,, I the owner this house, who the hell u are come,, not even respect me,,, But i just quait,,then the finally my husband telling me,,, Ai,,, they is my parent,I was very surprised, so long as I live with my husband and I never care who he and his family who, in the end I have to meet with people who are strangers to me,
  I do not know what their intentions are with sudden, but I behave as usual, and I thought ohh maybe they just wanted to meet with me because I carry their grandchildren, all thoughts of mix between happy and a little embarrassed to meet the in-laws,,By trying I turn to prepare a drink and a little dish that I've been cooking for my husband, I asked,, "darling what, why suddenly you invite your parents to meet me?" His said ,,nothing we just have something to talk with you about our future,,and i just sit beside him and it like we have meeting family,,And finally my husband's parents start a conversation Jasmine,, we are family initials H,,,, my husband and I just nodded, maybe that time you never know that your husband is still have family, after so long you are together, we never know who you are and eventually we decided wanted to meet you,,
     And I was just silent, and indeed I never care who my husband and his family who, I know, I love him enough .to live with him it was more than enough for me,but it was a wedding that was not enough just the two of us, while we were still there behind the family should be taken into account its existence,
  But I still wonder and feel sure there must be something with the intention of their arrival, with the attitude of those who are not so friendly attitude as the law to the law, but I do not care about it, I deem yeah maybe this because our first meeting, and I do not would be others who pretend well, I'm being normal as I'm,