Tuesday, August 14, 2012
Queit Long vacation
"Mmmm, finally arrived in mid-2012",
Maybe for some people now that they've been waiting for, but not for me,, all of the holiday, or a long vacation, always the same for me and my two daughters,, maybe a little different, because we could be closer to family who live far outside the city
,Honestly I hate the holidays, because it always makes me bad feelings arise, envy, jealousy, with the happiness of others that they can gather with your family perfect, I realized I write this without crying,,, this feeling of pain, ,, God I just hope the girls do not ask again asked for the whereabouts of their father, because I still can not answer it, no way I was told that her father with another woman,,,,
Lord I surrender all to you that all-knowing,, give me the best way, give me strength for both my daughter, I went too far on this path, the path of life that I did not want it, but I'm not helpless, I know you are there to have other plans for me and my two daughters,,,but I still feel the dark, as if all exits closed,,, I just let go,, where you showed your way,,
This year and several years ago, enough to make my life as if dead, the feelings, emotions, living in pretense, lies a fool of myself, I hid crying in a smile, and laugh but the heart is pained, until when will you take me on the road this,,, I'm sure there are no best way, the magic was there,
I hate myself, because it must always give in, I was just a man,, who have emotions, and patient and I will try,,, until when I do not know!!!
These tears as if it does not mean anything,,,, money and material can not guarantee happiness,i was wrong,,, before i thinks,,with material i can buy anything,,, yes i do, but i can't buy happiness familly,,love,
Lord, how many more tears to come out because of grief,,,,,how long i need be patience more,i will try do, because i know there u have something,, the best one for me,!!!!
There are things that we don't want to happen,But we have to accept
Things we don't want to know but have to learn and people we can't live
without ,but have to let go!!
It's Amazing how someone can break you heart,but u still love them
with all the little pieces!!
The time we were happy together
are worth the time i cry alone,,,
Maybe for some people now that they've been waiting for, but not for me,, all of the holiday, or a long vacation, always the same for me and my two daughters,, maybe a little different, because we could be closer to family who live far outside the city
,Honestly I hate the holidays, because it always makes me bad feelings arise, envy, jealousy, with the happiness of others that they can gather with your family perfect, I realized I write this without crying,,, this feeling of pain, ,, God I just hope the girls do not ask again asked for the whereabouts of their father, because I still can not answer it, no way I was told that her father with another woman,,,,
Lord I surrender all to you that all-knowing,, give me the best way, give me strength for both my daughter, I went too far on this path, the path of life that I did not want it, but I'm not helpless, I know you are there to have other plans for me and my two daughters,,,but I still feel the dark, as if all exits closed,,, I just let go,, where you showed your way,,
This year and several years ago, enough to make my life as if dead, the feelings, emotions, living in pretense, lies a fool of myself, I hid crying in a smile, and laugh but the heart is pained, until when will you take me on the road this,,, I'm sure there are no best way, the magic was there,
I hate myself, because it must always give in, I was just a man,, who have emotions, and patient and I will try,,, until when I do not know!!!
These tears as if it does not mean anything,,,, money and material can not guarantee happiness,i was wrong,,, before i thinks,,with material i can buy anything,,, yes i do, but i can't buy happiness familly,,love,
Lord, how many more tears to come out because of grief,,,,,how long i need be patience more,i will try do, because i know there u have something,, the best one for me,!!!!
There are things that we don't want to happen,But we have to accept
Things we don't want to know but have to learn and people we can't live
without ,but have to let go!!
It's Amazing how someone can break you heart,but u still love them
with all the little pieces!!
The time we were happy together
are worth the time i cry alone,,,
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