Friday, February 10, 2017

Recovery my soul

                    "Heal wounds after the trauma with a love affair"

" I not that I be anti to love after several unsuccessful attempts to establish a relationship,I just made the decision, once established in love with him that it did not really love me, but I'm still expecting the arrival of true love"
    'Problems romance is common, almost everyone has experienced it, in the subconscious mind of man, one instinct of the main is to want to feel loved so when you feel sad, when you're having trouble in love, is a natural thing, this paper, I show for the ladies beloved friends I probably ever experienced betrayal in love, and the women are more often the victims, or the more disadvantaged when there are issues of love!!For you women who ever or often the same let down your partner just as I, certainly feelings, anger, disappointment was there, and it was very reasonable !! evidence that you have in the Live the good hope for, but we should still move on, because we are mothers best for our children's future!! we should not stop just because it!!
      " Here I have the affirmation, I always say, when I was in a state down"
  (I realize I'm important, I'm wanted by this life, especially by the candidate of my children in the future, they needed me to be their mother, who loved and give them a sense of security,),
  Take deep breath!! close u eyes!!!
(I want to marry and allows the heart to re-fall in love with a good man and respect me as a woman, I was in such a deep trust that God will soon bring me to a man who sincerely love me)With this, with all of my past experiences and my future candidates,, the sake of my happiness and my children,, I decided to re-open the heart to a good man, a man who loves me ,sincerely, I believe when our intentions are good, then that willcome was a man with all his kindness to women should love his wife will surely I get,,,, I believe !! 
The man who never hurt me just personally borrowed by nature toform the I became more mature, I forgive him, just by chance I metwith a man who did not know to appreciate love, It makes mebecome more appreciative and grateful for true love when he came to me, this is just as in comparison, From sadness I learnedhow precious happiness when he came, I forgive him, for the sake of my future happiness,,,, I open my heart wide as possible for the best love comes in my heart!!!
                       "Best regard all"

Thursday, February 9, 2017

Restoration of the soul

                                    "Recovery soul part 3"
      " I here want to resume my writing ever delayed some time ago,about the restoration of the soul "   For me and you guys ever in betraying lover "
  People who hurt made me understand that I've been on the wrong choice, thank God for your instructions that have life Touch ups,,,
      "The human soul at most be down because of a problem that the nature of his refusal, when somebody betrayed lover, this is a form of denial, we experienced was rejected, was no longer needed, felt he had left, feeling useless and so forth, feelings of sadness, angry or disappointed so perfectly natural, humane!! Sad? Angry? disappointed?,,, reasonable !! but it was much better,, did you imagine if he betrayed us when already married, it certainly will be greatly disappointing and not just ours but perhaps our children and with our whole family!!
      "If during courtship she's been betrayed, it is a clue as evidence of the love of God to keep us from pain greater,Simple,, If he betrayed that he does not love you, For what grief,what do you want? you want to stay with him? hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh??/ hell i will never back around my face,, when i meet him all i will just tell him ,Go out of my face!! You want to stay with people who do not love u??, the person who has accidentally hurt u ?? please!! consider again, which I know at this time, a relationship must be mutual, can not love only one direction!! 
    I believe we've betrayed will meet someone who really love us, and never able to hurt you, drop out of a liar is a road opener for someone who is good ,!!

                 "my personal experience"

Wednesday, February 8, 2017

                                               "New year 2017"
  

The new year, 2017, I arrived in this year, although it has too many memories in recent years, nearly two years already I live really alone,since the death of my husband, I am increasingly aware of this life requires someone or maybe I do not need anybody else, but as a human being I still can not control emotions, desires that I consider it humane!! Here I just want to put my feelings sometimes I feel tired of life, which is where I feel alive without hope,I never felt what it was the sense of depression, feeling of injustice this life, when we needed a father, husband, life partner for me, but life grabbed by force,I feel concern about the future of my children, worries about me getting older!!
but day by day, month, year gave way, all those feelings slowly began to change with positiv thoughts, I began to learn to take lessons from all that happened,,,Maybe I began to understand the meaning of a loss, the meaning of life, even though I involuntarily in and my children are forced to mature in this life,as once I discussed writing earlier, after I knew God, I felt everything becomes easier, the guidelines of my life just for one day, I was no longer interested to think about the future too long, I could think of was how the morning when I woke I can still see my children happy smiles,,
Thank God that today I can still see them smile, even though sometimes I feel moved, at their age like today need to feel her cruel world, but I believe in my God is too great when compared with all of life's problems,,,
OH ,,, I forgot to write something about my personal that maybe you would think it was funny or I was too quick to move on, after the departure of my husband, I've tried several times to establish a relationship but I do not feel confident relationship to work,,,
because I do not feel confident with my feelings, I often ask myself, whether hubungin this happens only because when I feel lonely, needy, or love, but the few times I tried it and the answer (I was in a state of loneliness) that indeed I was not ready to re-establish relations seriose!!
and I realized, those who come and go in life just giving a lesson or a test of my own feelings, that if I'm confident with my feeling at this time or just need them and end up disappointed, feeling guilty at my children, to be honest I often feel a sense of where I was disappointed with myself!!
But now is the time I should be firm, strong for myself and my two daughters, I should be a good example for them, is not easily fooled with his own feelings, more focused with the aim kehud will to carry it,,,,,,,,,,,,NO time play game anymore,, I need proof the life I can standing,I can run and i still strong,after all strom hit my life,
because after the rain there must be a bright << ,, THIS LIFE ANYONE CAN FEEL THE SAME WAY BUT JUST HOW WE CAN SURVIVE OR JUST STUCK ,IN SAME SITUATION!!