Tuesday, August 14, 2012
Queit Long vacation
"Mmmm, finally arrived in mid-2012",
Maybe for some people now that they've been waiting for, but not for me,, all of the holiday, or a long vacation, always the same for me and my two daughters,, maybe a little different, because we could be closer to family who live far outside the city
,Honestly I hate the holidays, because it always makes me bad feelings arise, envy, jealousy, with the happiness of others that they can gather with your family perfect, I realized I write this without crying,,, this feeling of pain, ,, God I just hope the girls do not ask again asked for the whereabouts of their father, because I still can not answer it, no way I was told that her father with another woman,,,,
Lord I surrender all to you that all-knowing,, give me the best way, give me strength for both my daughter, I went too far on this path, the path of life that I did not want it, but I'm not helpless, I know you are there to have other plans for me and my two daughters,,,but I still feel the dark, as if all exits closed,,, I just let go,, where you showed your way,,
This year and several years ago, enough to make my life as if dead, the feelings, emotions, living in pretense, lies a fool of myself, I hid crying in a smile, and laugh but the heart is pained, until when will you take me on the road this,,, I'm sure there are no best way, the magic was there,
I hate myself, because it must always give in, I was just a man,, who have emotions, and patient and I will try,,, until when I do not know!!!
These tears as if it does not mean anything,,,, money and material can not guarantee happiness,i was wrong,,, before i thinks,,with material i can buy anything,,, yes i do, but i can't buy happiness familly,,love,
Lord, how many more tears to come out because of grief,,,,,how long i need be patience more,i will try do, because i know there u have something,, the best one for me,!!!!
There are things that we don't want to happen,But we have to accept
Things we don't want to know but have to learn and people we can't live
without ,but have to let go!!
It's Amazing how someone can break you heart,but u still love them
with all the little pieces!!
The time we were happy together
are worth the time i cry alone,,,
Maybe for some people now that they've been waiting for, but not for me,, all of the holiday, or a long vacation, always the same for me and my two daughters,, maybe a little different, because we could be closer to family who live far outside the city
,Honestly I hate the holidays, because it always makes me bad feelings arise, envy, jealousy, with the happiness of others that they can gather with your family perfect, I realized I write this without crying,,, this feeling of pain, ,, God I just hope the girls do not ask again asked for the whereabouts of their father, because I still can not answer it, no way I was told that her father with another woman,,,,
Lord I surrender all to you that all-knowing,, give me the best way, give me strength for both my daughter, I went too far on this path, the path of life that I did not want it, but I'm not helpless, I know you are there to have other plans for me and my two daughters,,,but I still feel the dark, as if all exits closed,,, I just let go,, where you showed your way,,
This year and several years ago, enough to make my life as if dead, the feelings, emotions, living in pretense, lies a fool of myself, I hid crying in a smile, and laugh but the heart is pained, until when will you take me on the road this,,, I'm sure there are no best way, the magic was there,
I hate myself, because it must always give in, I was just a man,, who have emotions, and patient and I will try,,, until when I do not know!!!
These tears as if it does not mean anything,,,, money and material can not guarantee happiness,i was wrong,,, before i thinks,,with material i can buy anything,,, yes i do, but i can't buy happiness familly,,love,
Lord, how many more tears to come out because of grief,,,,,how long i need be patience more,i will try do, because i know there u have something,, the best one for me,!!!!
There are things that we don't want to happen,But we have to accept
Things we don't want to know but have to learn and people we can't live
without ,but have to let go!!
It's Amazing how someone can break you heart,but u still love them
with all the little pieces!!
The time we were happy together
are worth the time i cry alone,,,
Thursday, August 9, 2012
The second women
"I'm not sure all women would be made in the second "
The second woman, or more often mentioned by mistress, I'm sure not all women are willing to become the second woman, but why there should be a second woman, that's my question for this, Tells the story of two women, it's real and not just stories, personal experiences are also part of the experience I have outlined a friend,Today I went to a beauty salon with the aim to improve the shape of the visible hair disheveled, but there are not accidentally I met an old friend,that was just say hello and how are you, because it has been nearly two years we have not met, we ended up engaging conversations ranging from children to a private matter, and finally She tells her personal life which I think is extraordinary,She married a man who was married, She had thought all was happy for her parents, and sometimes cover up the shame that many of those around her, insulted that her age does not have a partner,then it was ignored and in 2006 there was a marriage between her and the man who was married,first She thought She could get married only after returning to work as before, but it turns out the husband to dismiss her and finally She just sits at home as the second woman,100% She realized that to be the second woman was too risky, much to her life, began to talk of the neighboring,
and fear with his first wife, but what it all meant when her husband loved her, she says, Jass I already feel bored with all my husband's behavior, he just casually come and go, regardless of my feelings,I said, "you are need more patient and try to improve yourself and you should have more patience or courage to leave your husband at the same time it,but She says, "but I do not have anything to start a new life, and I'm still not ready," I said okay, if you actually like it should be better prepared for an all day affair will be exposed, painful indeed, I could feel what he experienced at this time, without feeling I myself participated in the story drift,why men are so selfish with no thought of two women who are hurt, he's willing to lie to and fro, it is not aware they did that, I believe 100% they are consciously and feel guilty, but all that they cover it with selfishness as a man,heard it all, makes me sick man, it feels like there is no man in this world, with no sense of why they can enslave a woman just because they have more money, the Lord of those who lost consciousness and give way to them, like I was a was still dark to choose the path of his future with no past bad,My past is quite painful, to this day I still can not accept all of me was the fact that men are the most hideous creatures, man is the devil in the form of humans, creatures that can destroy a woman to flirt,who knows when I can accept the presence of a man again after so long I felt this feeling die, I'm not sure God save somebody for me, like it was my friend, it really hurt to be the second woman, always have to accept the claim should not be more than what is given and must always say YES,What kind of life like that, life is always occupied by men because of lust, material, ahhh really sad when we as women, look at life there was really no choice, but I think life is a choice, what would you do and you are sure you will can, when you say life is not no choice I'm sure you will only ever be a second woman,,, and it's your choice___________
The second woman, or more often mentioned by mistress, I'm sure not all women are willing to become the second woman, but why there should be a second woman, that's my question for this, Tells the story of two women, it's real and not just stories, personal experiences are also part of the experience I have outlined a friend,Today I went to a beauty salon with the aim to improve the shape of the visible hair disheveled, but there are not accidentally I met an old friend,that was just say hello and how are you, because it has been nearly two years we have not met, we ended up engaging conversations ranging from children to a private matter, and finally She tells her personal life which I think is extraordinary,She married a man who was married, She had thought all was happy for her parents, and sometimes cover up the shame that many of those around her, insulted that her age does not have a partner,then it was ignored and in 2006 there was a marriage between her and the man who was married,first She thought She could get married only after returning to work as before, but it turns out the husband to dismiss her and finally She just sits at home as the second woman,100% She realized that to be the second woman was too risky, much to her life, began to talk of the neighboring,
and fear with his first wife, but what it all meant when her husband loved her, she says, Jass I already feel bored with all my husband's behavior, he just casually come and go, regardless of my feelings,I said, "you are need more patient and try to improve yourself and you should have more patience or courage to leave your husband at the same time it,but She says, "but I do not have anything to start a new life, and I'm still not ready," I said okay, if you actually like it should be better prepared for an all day affair will be exposed, painful indeed, I could feel what he experienced at this time, without feeling I myself participated in the story drift,why men are so selfish with no thought of two women who are hurt, he's willing to lie to and fro, it is not aware they did that, I believe 100% they are consciously and feel guilty, but all that they cover it with selfishness as a man,heard it all, makes me sick man, it feels like there is no man in this world, with no sense of why they can enslave a woman just because they have more money, the Lord of those who lost consciousness and give way to them, like I was a was still dark to choose the path of his future with no past bad,My past is quite painful, to this day I still can not accept all of me was the fact that men are the most hideous creatures, man is the devil in the form of humans, creatures that can destroy a woman to flirt,who knows when I can accept the presence of a man again after so long I felt this feeling die, I'm not sure God save somebody for me, like it was my friend, it really hurt to be the second woman, always have to accept the claim should not be more than what is given and must always say YES,What kind of life like that, life is always occupied by men because of lust, material, ahhh really sad when we as women, look at life there was really no choice, but I think life is a choice, what would you do and you are sure you will can, when you say life is not no choice I'm sure you will only ever be a second woman,,, and it's your choice___________
Friday, July 27, 2012
The Forgive
"Forgiving someone who has hurt us is very difficult, but we'll forgive them feel much better"
I as an ordinary man who did not escape from doing wrong, but I'm also not the devil who is always wrong, or the angel who is always right, I'm sure all of mankind would never make a mistake in his life,
I live in an environment that is quite nice, also with our neighbors care about each other so we are busy with their own business, a lot of time I spent most of in my computer, because all that I have gathered on it, honestly I'm not hanging out with neighbors or friends,,everyday my activities only, the morning I took my daughter to school, go to the place of work, or I work at home with my computer until the night , talking with friends online, four times a week I was out of activities just for the sport and even then I always carry my daughter,in the gym, did a lot of women my age I am but I just simply say hello there I have never joined their activities,so I did not waste a lot of my time for girl talk is not only important, but it's always the problem came and went, without me knowing I have a neighbor who does not like me,,She exactly right before my house, but I never want to interfere their affairs especially I purposely wanted to know what their activities, but rather the day yesterday, I heard something that really makes me confused and could make me upset,
She instigated and made the issue, the rumor that I was a woman who does like to tease they good husband, She spread rumors shit vilify me, while I myself never hang out with them,I feel angry at the time but only temporarily, eventually I realized maybe I've done wrong with the appearance or the way I greet me with them, and I'm quite bring myself to ask, "why do you hate me, She had no clear answer She just said, I hate women like you might some day you'll tease my husband,Oh,,, if when I was young I feel like slapping her face, I'm just saying, why are you so stupid not like the appearance and style of yours, "Miss even though you see I still alone and maybe you hear all of the failure of my marriage, not mean I would like to tease someone's husband,,In front of everyone She embarrassed me, makes me very insulted, but I'm glad I still have faith, maybe now you're bothered by critical self-confident, take a deep breath I finally did I leave those who would again forget who they was,,finally in the afternoon when I was doing my job again, my phone rang, and it's one of she friends and She said they would try to explain to my house to apologize for the misunderstanding they judge me, I said, no need to apologize to all of this is precisely the I feel very grateful,,because with all that you do to make my understand where I need more repair themselves, making me more and know who I was, that not everyone likes what we do, "but I have a bad carpenter, if you're feeling hurt my heart yes I can forgive but, their friendship but heavy for me start again, so I say live each of you do not need to bother to find fault with others,,Do not blame anyone else with all the failures that you get, because what you make it that you can, God will never forget to reply to all of what we do, no matter how small the sins that we do God will reward you well no matter how small we are doing good God will surely reward, you're the praying,,
For me, the life that I live now more than happy enough, because the happiness that we will know how we would feel happy or not, it's simple life is all just a choice, I will not keep anger for the anger, hatred all my life the way it just closes to be happy, if you still hate me I will never force you to like me.Live with your own choice, do not rush to find fault with others, we can not judge anyone they are wrong, we have no right to punish someone else with his life choices, as I choose to own, although I'm quite happy to live without a man in my life for now, or a lover it was my choice, and one thing you must remember, we live not just stop there, the world is spinning, it is not impossible that one day what happened to me you will all,,
so grateful and let me in my life do not ever bother me, because I do not care what you do, have great time God bless all, so to forgive people who have hurt us, it is a miracle, I feel better, Very good
I as an ordinary man who did not escape from doing wrong, but I'm also not the devil who is always wrong, or the angel who is always right, I'm sure all of mankind would never make a mistake in his life,
I live in an environment that is quite nice, also with our neighbors care about each other so we are busy with their own business, a lot of time I spent most of in my computer, because all that I have gathered on it, honestly I'm not hanging out with neighbors or friends,,everyday my activities only, the morning I took my daughter to school, go to the place of work, or I work at home with my computer until the night , talking with friends online, four times a week I was out of activities just for the sport and even then I always carry my daughter,in the gym, did a lot of women my age I am but I just simply say hello there I have never joined their activities,so I did not waste a lot of my time for girl talk is not only important, but it's always the problem came and went, without me knowing I have a neighbor who does not like me,,She exactly right before my house, but I never want to interfere their affairs especially I purposely wanted to know what their activities, but rather the day yesterday, I heard something that really makes me confused and could make me upset,
She instigated and made the issue, the rumor that I was a woman who does like to tease they good husband, She spread rumors shit vilify me, while I myself never hang out with them,I feel angry at the time but only temporarily, eventually I realized maybe I've done wrong with the appearance or the way I greet me with them, and I'm quite bring myself to ask, "why do you hate me, She had no clear answer She just said, I hate women like you might some day you'll tease my husband,Oh,,, if when I was young I feel like slapping her face, I'm just saying, why are you so stupid not like the appearance and style of yours, "Miss even though you see I still alone and maybe you hear all of the failure of my marriage, not mean I would like to tease someone's husband,,In front of everyone She embarrassed me, makes me very insulted, but I'm glad I still have faith, maybe now you're bothered by critical self-confident, take a deep breath I finally did I leave those who would again forget who they was,,finally in the afternoon when I was doing my job again, my phone rang, and it's one of she friends and She said they would try to explain to my house to apologize for the misunderstanding they judge me, I said, no need to apologize to all of this is precisely the I feel very grateful,,because with all that you do to make my understand where I need more repair themselves, making me more and know who I was, that not everyone likes what we do, "but I have a bad carpenter, if you're feeling hurt my heart yes I can forgive but, their friendship but heavy for me start again, so I say live each of you do not need to bother to find fault with others,,Do not blame anyone else with all the failures that you get, because what you make it that you can, God will never forget to reply to all of what we do, no matter how small the sins that we do God will reward you well no matter how small we are doing good God will surely reward, you're the praying,,
For me, the life that I live now more than happy enough, because the happiness that we will know how we would feel happy or not, it's simple life is all just a choice, I will not keep anger for the anger, hatred all my life the way it just closes to be happy, if you still hate me I will never force you to like me.Live with your own choice, do not rush to find fault with others, we can not judge anyone they are wrong, we have no right to punish someone else with his life choices, as I choose to own, although I'm quite happy to live without a man in my life for now, or a lover it was my choice, and one thing you must remember, we live not just stop there, the world is spinning, it is not impossible that one day what happened to me you will all,,
so grateful and let me in my life do not ever bother me, because I do not care what you do, have great time God bless all, so to forgive people who have hurt us, it is a miracle, I feel better, Very good
Sunday, July 22, 2012
Month of july
"presence,,,,We do not know what will happen to us in this strange pattern of life, however, we can decide which will happen within us .... How do I deal with it, what we will we do to him or her,,, and that's what ultimately most decisive______
December twenty-six!!"The date is not easy I forget, the day that I was the first time, knowing all things about life,the day when I should be able to determine which direction the path of my life to date,, ahhhh but it's all over not only the panorama of life that I'm sure everyone must have experienced it,,I do not really know until recently that I was stepping over the adult,when the girls have started stepping up,I still have not found someone who could fill my days with happiness as a woman, I'm not complaining, with all that, yeah, although sometimes present a very deep sense of loneliness,,loneliness as a grown woman, I never fell in love, to someone who is much there, but in the end I know it all but impossible, because the distance between us is not near,,so in the end, I close the back door of my heart,,,I think it's an experience, an adventure in love again I will not feel it, honest to this day I still feel lost, there is little desire but I'm trying to forget all that, because I do not want to kill my own mind with something that is not possible,
Its presence could make my days happy, I got carried away beautiful dreams, could make me smile and sing about love, but I finally woke up, he is not a god couple who gave me,,,
But until now I seemed to lose all emotion, I lost a sense of anger, jealousy, even love, Oh my God what happened to me,,Is it because all of the failure of the life of love, which I have experienced since the first time I know love, all the men who came up to me they just hurt me,
December twenty-six!!"The date is not easy I forget, the day that I was the first time, knowing all things about life,the day when I should be able to determine which direction the path of my life to date,, ahhhh but it's all over not only the panorama of life that I'm sure everyone must have experienced it,,I do not really know until recently that I was stepping over the adult,when the girls have started stepping up,I still have not found someone who could fill my days with happiness as a woman, I'm not complaining, with all that, yeah, although sometimes present a very deep sense of loneliness,,loneliness as a grown woman, I never fell in love, to someone who is much there, but in the end I know it all but impossible, because the distance between us is not near,,so in the end, I close the back door of my heart,,,I think it's an experience, an adventure in love again I will not feel it, honest to this day I still feel lost, there is little desire but I'm trying to forget all that, because I do not want to kill my own mind with something that is not possible,
Its presence could make my days happy, I got carried away beautiful dreams, could make me smile and sing about love, but I finally woke up, he is not a god couple who gave me,,,
But until now I seemed to lose all emotion, I lost a sense of anger, jealousy, even love, Oh my God what happened to me,,Is it because all of the failure of the life of love, which I have experienced since the first time I know love, all the men who came up to me they just hurt me,
Friday, June 22, 2012
The Stalker
" Stalkers acting as an angel without wing"
Ahhhh man stalker, we can find everywhere, in the real world, online world,but if we have a stalker in the real world we may be overcome with good talk, remember when I had a story about a friend who I introduced to the online world, and I introduce her with a male friend of our good friends,"
This story is very funny and I do not want to come join again since that incident, I just think they are good human beings, hehehe so they hate me, jealous, ahhh tired if we just follow smart people, because we're a fool, since then I immediately cut all communication,I block all access associated with them,because I thought it would be a problem, although I have no intention to harm them, but we know where the human heart, with emotion, jealousy dark hearts and closed, and apparently it happens,
since I last wrote a blog titled strange men around me, ahhh since then, God gave you instructions that people who did not deserve to be the friend that will reverse itself, without me having to stay away,I would not care, because I'm living the principle, do not let me have any debts to others, such as assistance services, or materials, I did not remove me for help but no, I do not forget to give what I can give and receive their deserved after help me,,
Okay back again the story of the stalker,, it turns out after I block him, and he to be friends I was / is now the boyfriend of my friends,the initials of Mr M,, ahhh variety of means to him, so he could drop me in the online world, from start to write something inappropriate on all online male friend to me, until he wrote about him girlfriend, open the camera to write something that is inappropriate for a old man like him, to criticize others,
I know what he meant, he would catch my attention,, hahaha me and all my friends laugh with all his action, until he makes a new nick name on the Paltalk website, until he accidentally firty with another girl, next to me when we were in one room I find it funny with all his behavior, which is only to draw attention to me,but he did not succeed in making me more interested in him, even if just to talk or say hello,,
Until one day, so I check email, I was surprised, because I get email from Paltalk that someone make a new nick use my email address,, Ahhh of course I can get all info, so I can check who the man who has no manners these , nick name,, It_It_It,,,, so I try to log in to use nick it, Omg, the nick name it, he just Add all the names of me and a friend's name I knew he was close to her also,
so I did not bother to think what man is, and I just, ahhhhhhhhh, it turns out the stalker is still curious haha, of course, is that all my friends said I was, in fact he is not like my friend but he wanted me, hey stalker, trying to learn not to hurt others, and accept what is because it's your choice, and you know, I used to respect you because you are older than me,believe it or not, I'm very sorry for everything I did before, if time can be re-maybe I will not try to introduce into the world anyone online, because they can turn into evil and do not know what is right and wrong, why is that, because if we can not control, our minds are being played is far greater, than in real life,
My prayer for those who hate me, I'm okay if you hate me, because there are many who love me, hopefully one day you will realize what kind of ignorance we've ever done, to hate others, because it causes a strange, hopefully you guys in the united , happy and healthy always, I hope you guys come together like what you want and there are no obstacles, do worry about me, my life is more than just happy, fulfilled all the material and the inner and outer happiness, yahhh maybe I was just like this with no apparent relationship , but if to seize or ask for help with the angel without wings,, ahhh better not, so do not worry i never like old man for my lover ehh!!,,, there are many other stalkers, who played with pretty fine,______________ see ya laters guy, hope the stalker reading this,so He will stop doing stupid,and silly things,just because A Jasmine hehe,And i sure he will read and alwasy do,okay thnks for reading my blog,God bless you
Ahhhh man stalker, we can find everywhere, in the real world, online world,but if we have a stalker in the real world we may be overcome with good talk, remember when I had a story about a friend who I introduced to the online world, and I introduce her with a male friend of our good friends,"
This story is very funny and I do not want to come join again since that incident, I just think they are good human beings, hehehe so they hate me, jealous, ahhh tired if we just follow smart people, because we're a fool, since then I immediately cut all communication,I block all access associated with them,because I thought it would be a problem, although I have no intention to harm them, but we know where the human heart, with emotion, jealousy dark hearts and closed, and apparently it happens,
since I last wrote a blog titled strange men around me, ahhh since then, God gave you instructions that people who did not deserve to be the friend that will reverse itself, without me having to stay away,I would not care, because I'm living the principle, do not let me have any debts to others, such as assistance services, or materials, I did not remove me for help but no, I do not forget to give what I can give and receive their deserved after help me,,
Okay back again the story of the stalker,, it turns out after I block him, and he to be friends I was / is now the boyfriend of my friends,the initials of Mr M,, ahhh variety of means to him, so he could drop me in the online world, from start to write something inappropriate on all online male friend to me, until he wrote about him girlfriend, open the camera to write something that is inappropriate for a old man like him, to criticize others,
I know what he meant, he would catch my attention,, hahaha me and all my friends laugh with all his action, until he makes a new nick name on the Paltalk website, until he accidentally firty with another girl, next to me when we were in one room I find it funny with all his behavior, which is only to draw attention to me,but he did not succeed in making me more interested in him, even if just to talk or say hello,,
Until one day, so I check email, I was surprised, because I get email from Paltalk that someone make a new nick use my email address,, Ahhh of course I can get all info, so I can check who the man who has no manners these , nick name,, It_It_It,,,, so I try to log in to use nick it, Omg, the nick name it, he just Add all the names of me and a friend's name I knew he was close to her also,
so I did not bother to think what man is, and I just, ahhhhhhhhh, it turns out the stalker is still curious haha, of course, is that all my friends said I was, in fact he is not like my friend but he wanted me, hey stalker, trying to learn not to hurt others, and accept what is because it's your choice, and you know, I used to respect you because you are older than me,believe it or not, I'm very sorry for everything I did before, if time can be re-maybe I will not try to introduce into the world anyone online, because they can turn into evil and do not know what is right and wrong, why is that, because if we can not control, our minds are being played is far greater, than in real life,
My prayer for those who hate me, I'm okay if you hate me, because there are many who love me, hopefully one day you will realize what kind of ignorance we've ever done, to hate others, because it causes a strange, hopefully you guys in the united , happy and healthy always, I hope you guys come together like what you want and there are no obstacles, do worry about me, my life is more than just happy, fulfilled all the material and the inner and outer happiness, yahhh maybe I was just like this with no apparent relationship , but if to seize or ask for help with the angel without wings,, ahhh better not, so do not worry i never like old man for my lover ehh!!,,, there are many other stalkers, who played with pretty fine,______________ see ya laters guy, hope the stalker reading this,so He will stop doing stupid,and silly things,just because A Jasmine hehe,And i sure he will read and alwasy do,okay thnks for reading my blog,God bless you
Friday, June 15, 2012
IN the month of June
"I'm thirty-four years"
June, month in which thirty-four years I was born, on the 25th of june,,Mean age is now less than three-four years,,, ahhhh but I still feel twenty-five years,hahahah!!
But i do not feel, my two daughters started growing up, my little girl is very smart greclle, this year She entered the first grade of primary school,,Thank you Lord for all the blessings you because I feel the moon is full the matchless blessing,,two daughters graduated with highest honors,sustenance relentless so I can share with others,good job, with the future of a reliable, someone who loved me sincerely,,I feel the luckiest woman in the world,I finally found my way.
two weeks ago we went on vacation well, although with a bit of time but we really enjoyed the holiday,, romantic feel, as if I have a complete family,and this fact is not just an illusion, a dream because when I woke in the morning, I still get the news of his,,
Lord my prayer today, hopefully this will continue, and all my goals to be achieved to guide the girls to a great future,,Hopefully this good start, and this weekend we have a better plan
we'll go to my parents house to visit them all and talk about the future of our next,,
"" Ahhh let's talk about life in the virtual world, which I told you about in the last blog
but this time is different, I will not write all of it here, because I'm sure you all my friends know what I mean,
There, I get all the feeling of happiness that only a moment in time I'm still in touch with the internet, but really it's all not real, but not consciously aware that I have entered into the world, a world where strangers
but grateful for all that I know they are good people, but not anyone think I'm strange,weird,.
I'm not blaming them because I felt the strangeness of myself since I joined the world's,
fall in love, until they are as real partner in the online world and promised to meet again one day and a lot of promises, there are many many of those who did meet in real life, and they continue to pursue a better relationship seriose,but many of them are just talking nonsense, which only make use of online time just to cheer on when time off from the real world,nearly four times my birthday, I was in the online world .. but I'm not as lucky as they fell in love and having a serious relationship,we were just good friends, yeah there is one time I almost caught up with love online, but apparently God still love me and hit me so fast,that he is not the purpose of my future life, but I'm very grateful for someone who was there who had a lot to help me, I should love a friend,God may repay all your kindness, more than you give to me,~~~yeah I always had hoped he would be the end of my adventures in cyberspace, but I was wrong, for me if a man not be consistent with all of his words,and is not responsible to what has been said, it's just garbage and a waste of time,live like in a dream at the age that is no longer young it's not my purpose in life,,In June I hope all is full of goodness for all my friends who I love, and at age thirty-four years I finally found my identity and purpose in life is real, with my health is getting better, I feel younger than two daughters,And for those who have always lived in a falsehood may be made aware because we do not live longer, more so in late old age.yeah even smart people say, at the age of forty years in starting a new life, but in reality if we are just beginning life in the age of forty, it was too late, ahhhh, every morning I wake up in my mirror and I see the day my face started to changing, slowly but surely toward the manhood that I do not know when it will end this life
so long as we still wake up in the morning to realize that we are still alive, I'm trying to make my life more meaningful, useful for others and always the spirit, trying to live with the reality and the full realization that life has not ended
Less Talk Do more__________keep the spirit,,
N.B
Hugs and kisses to all my friends that much there may God always protect and launch all matters, stay healthy and happy,,, happy weekend__________
June, month in which thirty-four years I was born, on the 25th of june,,Mean age is now less than three-four years,,, ahhhh but I still feel twenty-five years,hahahah!!
But i do not feel, my two daughters started growing up, my little girl is very smart greclle, this year She entered the first grade of primary school,,Thank you Lord for all the blessings you because I feel the moon is full the matchless blessing,,two daughters graduated with highest honors,sustenance relentless so I can share with others,good job, with the future of a reliable, someone who loved me sincerely,,I feel the luckiest woman in the world,I finally found my way.
two weeks ago we went on vacation well, although with a bit of time but we really enjoyed the holiday,, romantic feel, as if I have a complete family,and this fact is not just an illusion, a dream because when I woke in the morning, I still get the news of his,,
Lord my prayer today, hopefully this will continue, and all my goals to be achieved to guide the girls to a great future,,Hopefully this good start, and this weekend we have a better plan
we'll go to my parents house to visit them all and talk about the future of our next,,
"" Ahhh let's talk about life in the virtual world, which I told you about in the last blog
but this time is different, I will not write all of it here, because I'm sure you all my friends know what I mean,
There, I get all the feeling of happiness that only a moment in time I'm still in touch with the internet, but really it's all not real, but not consciously aware that I have entered into the world, a world where strangers
but grateful for all that I know they are good people, but not anyone think I'm strange,weird,.
I'm not blaming them because I felt the strangeness of myself since I joined the world's,
fall in love, until they are as real partner in the online world and promised to meet again one day and a lot of promises, there are many many of those who did meet in real life, and they continue to pursue a better relationship seriose,but many of them are just talking nonsense, which only make use of online time just to cheer on when time off from the real world,nearly four times my birthday, I was in the online world .. but I'm not as lucky as they fell in love and having a serious relationship,we were just good friends, yeah there is one time I almost caught up with love online, but apparently God still love me and hit me so fast,that he is not the purpose of my future life, but I'm very grateful for someone who was there who had a lot to help me, I should love a friend,God may repay all your kindness, more than you give to me,~~~yeah I always had hoped he would be the end of my adventures in cyberspace, but I was wrong, for me if a man not be consistent with all of his words,and is not responsible to what has been said, it's just garbage and a waste of time,live like in a dream at the age that is no longer young it's not my purpose in life,,In June I hope all is full of goodness for all my friends who I love, and at age thirty-four years I finally found my identity and purpose in life is real, with my health is getting better, I feel younger than two daughters,And for those who have always lived in a falsehood may be made aware because we do not live longer, more so in late old age.yeah even smart people say, at the age of forty years in starting a new life, but in reality if we are just beginning life in the age of forty, it was too late, ahhhh, every morning I wake up in my mirror and I see the day my face started to changing, slowly but surely toward the manhood that I do not know when it will end this life
so long as we still wake up in the morning to realize that we are still alive, I'm trying to make my life more meaningful, useful for others and always the spirit, trying to live with the reality and the full realization that life has not ended
Less Talk Do more__________keep the spirit,,
N.B
Hugs and kisses to all my friends that much there may God always protect and launch all matters, stay healthy and happy,,, happy weekend__________
Monday, June 4, 2012
Take a deep breath
"Take a deep breath,My prayer this morning in the month of June"
June, the month where I was born thirty-three years ago.Everyone says the anniversary is synonymous with the celebration of age.but for me it's not special, and for me it's normal because the fact of my life remains the same, nothing has changed, I still sit here with no clear expectations..stuck with little hope of a better future.
But I know this is all life processes, and surely it will come to an end, God gave a problem, test the process of maturing.and I'm sure if I'm more patient, I definitely found the best way,God keep me from all hatred will only destroy me.June is growing its own age that I still have not found who I am, who I,,.guided me, keep me from men who deliberately brings me to the hatred that I did not like , if this would be set up and elevating me, I will be patient through it,
although honestly I do not like it, I really hate this road, I hate the long-buried, like a time bomb ready to explode.My prayer today,My prayer today, God keep the men that will only make me hate them, give me patience with all the exams that you give to the process maturity!!!
Take a deep breath in, when I felt disappointed, get rid of this hatred,,
June, the month where I was born thirty-three years ago.Everyone says the anniversary is synonymous with the celebration of age.but for me it's not special, and for me it's normal because the fact of my life remains the same, nothing has changed, I still sit here with no clear expectations..stuck with little hope of a better future.
But I know this is all life processes, and surely it will come to an end, God gave a problem, test the process of maturing.and I'm sure if I'm more patient, I definitely found the best way,God keep me from all hatred will only destroy me.June is growing its own age that I still have not found who I am, who I,,.guided me, keep me from men who deliberately brings me to the hatred that I did not like , if this would be set up and elevating me, I will be patient through it,
although honestly I do not like it, I really hate this road, I hate the long-buried, like a time bomb ready to explode.My prayer today,My prayer today, God keep the men that will only make me hate them, give me patience with all the exams that you give to the process maturity!!!
Take a deep breath in, when I felt disappointed, get rid of this hatred,,
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