Ah, finally has been so long I play on the internet, I met someone who could give me smiling in my face, bring me to the world that I never feel happy, although that's life squad the internet, but I felt it was more beautiful than my real life, I can laugh happily , smiling, feeling ashamed whether I fall in love, ahh is not possible because of the feelings stored in my heart, I just hate being called a man, but what's really weird with my feeling is, why do I feel peaceful when I speak and just see it in the camera, I feel he's real, I could feel the happiness that I have not felt what love beauty, but still I could not trust my heart again closed, and the embedded just revenge, how all men can feel my pain, but it turns out he man I met online that he was able to soften my feelings, I get all my courage to fight my husband that his behavior increasingly crazy,I was hiding who I was, I did not want him to leave me if he knows who I am, but at that point I had not seen my husband again, since that time we fight he did not see me anymore, but his wife is crazy it does not stop terrorizing me, by threatening she would kidnap my child and more , if I did not let go of my husband, Lord I ask where the justice for me, I'm just an innocent girl who have dream just have a husband and live simply, it turns out I have to live in a marriage full of lies , with a gangster, and I have to give my husband to another woman, and I'm still treated unfairly with them always threatening to take my child, 2 months already I knew the man who fills my day today, giving me encouragement, without his knowing it I learned from all that she told and from all the blogs that he wrote about he's life, my courage arises for an immediate end to all the shit that I lived for many years, all the falseness of smiles, repeatedly whether I think what he's someone that is right for me just tell about my life, but many times also I think, I do not want to know who I am with him and then he stopped talking to me,to the top where I could not resist all, pain, hatred, I ventured to write down everything that happened to me, ehh that time I had returned to work at the firm friend of my husband, but she seized it, the wife of my husband does not like me working place his friend, ahhh slut, I said I would not die with the loss of job,
Finally, I write down everything that has been a burden, and I already know all the risks, I could lose him, which has been a friend when I'm sad, but let the world know who she named JASMINE,,, by writing a blog in I feel relieved , freely I tell all my complaints, no matter who I read, and perhaps of them think I'm stupid woman who for the sake of the family I'm willing to pawn my happiness for the sake of my family life and the feasibility of two daughters~~not fhinish yet~~~ i will keep writing tomorrow because now i have more time at home,,and well you can reading the end this story in my down blog,,,and u will know who a guy, BRING ME IN ANOTHER WORLD AND HE CHANGE MY MIND CHANGE HOW I NEED LIFE WHERE I CAN STAND IN MY OWN FEET WITHOUT WORRY,~~~