Not enough he robbed my life, my liberty as a human, he treats me like, a prostitute who must be ready to serve him when he wants to fuck me, oh god,, 8 years have I spent this helpless life for the sake of my two daughters, I should close my eyes and my heart to just jealous when i saw happiness with his wife and son are there, how much it hurt, where again I had to hide on who else I have to tell because no one will understand, my suffering, which they think I'm happy, I'm perfect enough to hide a secret this, even my parents where they want to care about what I experienced that they think I gave them enugh money and that make them happy,Finally I know who who he is for this I think is a husband, he was a gangster in korea also in china, and now he is in power in Jakarta, oh god,, I'm stuck, but who should I blame, was behind the company and life of luxury. he has business ilegal who he has sold luxury cars,!.and more severe he could not and would never leave me, and would kill me if he knows I have a lover ~ ~ ~
Long story short my life like hell, with all the pressure that still I get from my parents I had to save his own suffering and pretend to deceive others also myself that I'm happy,Ahhh, I'm Jasmine, a woman who now has become a mother of two daughters, I'm now 32 years old, who always tried to give a smile and I do hope everyone who can make others happy behind the suffering, it is enough to give me a fake smile, it feels I just hurt my own feelings, It was time I should wake up and struggle to defend what my rights as a human being, for 9 years I kept my own hatred of the man, I finally met a man who accidentally meet in a site online we chatt room, ahhhh I just fill my free time to play the Internet, there is little feeling entertained with my loneliness, I can joke, talk with friends from various countries, perfectly well who I was before I hide my friends, four years did not feel I was wallowing in my life virtual world, without the impression which means only a game when I needed a friend, because I do not have a friend of total in my real life who alwasy i get control from my husband and his bodyguar,they keep eyes on me where i go and with who i talking with,I just feel the freedom even in cyberspace, he knows that I mengahiskan playing time with the internet, and shittt he came over and slammed my laptop, what a bad asshole, he hit my face but I was away and I took a knife and I show once again you hurt him who will die you or me, like a demon, perhaps because it was too long I keep all this hatred like a time bomb ready to explode at any time, have lost all my fear, which I think how much I hated there before me a man who has destroyed my life and now he is harass me what is the place to spend a little happiness, my new world, I stab the knife into her body, but he had his hand away and just about shit he finally went to the hospital without a fight I,and i get new laptop,, ahhh i back,,,
