A pretty tiring day, nothing makes me excited, after a couple of times Itake medical tests at a nearby hospital, I was referred to another hospital,it is quite tiring, but I have to follow all recommended by your doctor,maybe the 5th or the 6th of this month I have to go to the hospital areabandung, perhaps for several days I lived there, yahh think is all on vacation, hehehe holiday in the hospital it was not fun ,
Today most of the day I left the house, from the start to a hospital, a bank, insurance office, to request a letter Clim for my medicine, but it seems these days good fortune are not as pro as I am, I still do notget what I expect, ahhhh but I realize, not all of which we expect orwant it to be achieved, so just wait patiently, maybe I could get, the cost to do the chemo therapy for the first because it's not a small amount, I have little money saved, but it happened this month , the eldest daughter,she went to college this month and I must prepare some money for all the payments and it's not a paltry sum for admission, the university obstetrics, I hope someday she wanted to be petrified of others anduseful for all who need it, because I want her to become a midwife ,although the cost is quite large, academic obstetrics, mmmm,,I hope, someday he could help his sister schools, entered academic medicine, I dream that dream, and therefore I do not care even if Ihave to work hard, save, save all my personal desire, or for a vacation, uhhhh long time we did not go on vacation , but I alwaysUsahkan every day of the week, I took my two daughters, although only way way to watch movies in cinema, or go to dinner together at a restaurant, and it's enough to make me smile they are happy, I'mnot much for now, I just want to see my two daughters grow up and become a strong woman, a woman who can keep his self-esteem,a man who knows himself, knows where they came from, can appreciate the other person, always smiling even though the feeling of being depressed, that's all I want, hopefully, I was given the strengt hand luck hehehe can get, a little relief, and does not charge anyone,and quickly recovered my health, for a time when anyone who reads this blog, and not feel tired to follow the storyline of a woman single mom, the only hope of survival for the sake of his daughters and fightthis disease, I am very grateful for your time, but I sorry, I'm close toany comments, because last time I get someone comments on my blog, which is very unpleasant, from an online friend, who I tell, I live on two of the world, but the online world fight it, makes me wary,Oh yes, the story about my friend who I told you about in my blog the past, once I teach her, I introduced him in the Internet world, onlinehis last girlfriend sends him a laptop, but of course he did not knowhow to use it, and the last he still comes to me for help setting, installand blah blah, and i said okay, once completed, I did not set charge,because I still think he's my friend, but it turns out she was blinded by love fake she found from the internet, now she behaved thanteenagers, OMG, and I thought she was asleep with a new virtual world she knew, ahhh I let it go, to meet the eyes, she never talk to me anymore, she seemed to forget who I am, hahaha she thought she was great , as the proverb, (nuts forgot their skin)The most small daughter, once asked my. mom why she is different now that she has an own laptop and when she asking Mom for setting and instaling,and act,because she know nothing about laptop, I told you not strange, that man, very easy to change just because the few advantages that they will be, but remember later you may not like it, because whatever we have at this time it was all a loan, and let them act like what they want,as long as they know, as long as we close and make friends with them, we never hurt them, in any case, and we have never felt any kind of debt, one day they will realize who the real friends,I actually do not care about human beings weird, whose hypocritical guise of sweet talk, but they heart is rotten, go to church every week, always say the name of god, but for themself she did not understand what exactly she said, it's more sinister, stupid,embarrassing, for the sake of a better life expectancy of her past life,because she had no luck getting a bad husband, and now when introduce with friends whom she considered very good, and could bring her into another world,,, ahhhh and she can turn into a new man,,, strange indeed but are endless when we discuss human behavior, I did not set human beings want to bother with it, I take care of the problems of life I have been pretty tired,, hhhhh, Wish me well I hope I can cope with all the difficulties which I bear now,, thank you all,, GOD Bess you all
