Hello to all, we finally get to meet again in the first week in April.
Thank God that we are given the opportunity to do good and far better.Day after day, month after month we've been through without feeling the time pass so fast, but my life is not as fast as today's day in the year 2012,I'm stuck here with my daily, work, home and my two daughters.I myself like a doctor fighting against diseases ponis, I suffer from mild early stages of leukemia.just my two daughters who could make me want to continue to survive and live to see them grow up,I should have done last week check-up re-biopsy, bone marrow in the back, and the injections are very painful, but I cancel first because I still have much to do, and maybe I'm just lying in the hospital, ouch,,and the doctors always call me, for I got to work again, but I have always argued, I said I feel better now, though Actually, I felt my body conditions already are beginning to decline, from the blood started coming out every waking from my nose.until I feel shortness of breath, and it was hard to sleep if I do not take sleeping pills.I always thought that my life the most unfortunate among all people, but after I saw many people around me who lives more difficult, that's when I realized that I was lucky compared to their.do,do not be surprised if right now I'm starting to believe the Lord is there, maybe just a few months, I realized, once I do not believe there ever was a god, after I had some new miracle I get it and hopefully I'm not wrong to choose this path,because I still see so many people under the guise of gods but to take advantage of others, to make a fool of others, lie with the name of god,I want to express here is about the life I was in two worlds, the real world and cyberspace, remains at all running like four years ago, I even entered the fifth year,I honestly never felt any conscious feeling of love and a man I met online, even though I was very happy to just see it on camera,but I knew my fate was never as smooth romance, romance stories of others, either real world or in the online world,possible trauma from the past made me, and at the same time I was never established trust and even I hate it when a man states (I Love You) uhggg I Swear i will be crazy when i hear the word That said,let alone the man who I met in the online world, hahaha they just give a false love, only to deceive, they will only make us objects, their pleasure for a moment, before they saw the others,but I'm not saying its all fake, there are also those who are really met in real life, but can be counted on the fingers, of 1000% may be only 2%, see how many are fake, and it happened to me, very sad is not it?back again with my feelings, now I feel really empty, I do not know where I should carry myself, I miss having someone who really loves me, but I can not believe I could still find it,sometimes I was jealous to see the fate of others who I think they were more fortunate in love, but I'm also not sure heheh, because according to the saying of smart people, (there is some thing to see someone else's most convenient)not necessarily who you think they're better than you were better, some people do anything in order to show how lucky they are her, or how wonderful their lives than others, but when they themselves are aware of all the fake, they would be ashamed of their own,The most evil lie is, when you lie to yourself, lie to others, probably will make you proud moment but a lifetime of regret, and I'm sure some thing that you do not get better than a lie...I did my best to always be honest, because honesty to bring me a decent living to date, good bless you all
Thank God that we are given the opportunity to do good and far better.Day after day, month after month we've been through without feeling the time pass so fast, but my life is not as fast as today's day in the year 2012,I'm stuck here with my daily, work, home and my two daughters.I myself like a doctor fighting against diseases ponis, I suffer from mild early stages of leukemia.just my two daughters who could make me want to continue to survive and live to see them grow up,I should have done last week check-up re-biopsy, bone marrow in the back, and the injections are very painful, but I cancel first because I still have much to do, and maybe I'm just lying in the hospital, ouch,,and the doctors always call me, for I got to work again, but I have always argued, I said I feel better now, though Actually, I felt my body conditions already are beginning to decline, from the blood started coming out every waking from my nose.until I feel shortness of breath, and it was hard to sleep if I do not take sleeping pills.I always thought that my life the most unfortunate among all people, but after I saw many people around me who lives more difficult, that's when I realized that I was lucky compared to their.do,do not be surprised if right now I'm starting to believe the Lord is there, maybe just a few months, I realized, once I do not believe there ever was a god, after I had some new miracle I get it and hopefully I'm not wrong to choose this path,because I still see so many people under the guise of gods but to take advantage of others, to make a fool of others, lie with the name of god,I want to express here is about the life I was in two worlds, the real world and cyberspace, remains at all running like four years ago, I even entered the fifth year,I honestly never felt any conscious feeling of love and a man I met online, even though I was very happy to just see it on camera,but I knew my fate was never as smooth romance, romance stories of others, either real world or in the online world,possible trauma from the past made me, and at the same time I was never established trust and even I hate it when a man states (I Love You) uhggg I Swear i will be crazy when i hear the word That said,let alone the man who I met in the online world, hahaha they just give a false love, only to deceive, they will only make us objects, their pleasure for a moment, before they saw the others,but I'm not saying its all fake, there are also those who are really met in real life, but can be counted on the fingers, of 1000% may be only 2%, see how many are fake, and it happened to me, very sad is not it?back again with my feelings, now I feel really empty, I do not know where I should carry myself, I miss having someone who really loves me, but I can not believe I could still find it,sometimes I was jealous to see the fate of others who I think they were more fortunate in love, but I'm also not sure heheh, because according to the saying of smart people, (there is some thing to see someone else's most convenient)not necessarily who you think they're better than you were better, some people do anything in order to show how lucky they are her, or how wonderful their lives than others, but when they themselves are aware of all the fake, they would be ashamed of their own,The most evil lie is, when you lie to yourself, lie to others, probably will make you proud moment but a lifetime of regret, and I'm sure some thing that you do not get better than a lie...I did my best to always be honest, because honesty to bring me a decent living to date, good bless you all
