Thursday, March 1, 2012

A very heavy weekend

The rain fall because the sky can't longer handle Heaviness Just like that
The tears falls because the heart can No longer handle the pain!!! 
I tried to busy myself by going out to meet with friends, yoga, doing all that can make me forget the past, telling stories, joking, but anyway I still can not forget, how wicked he had used me, tears do not stop, I crying, crying again, though I try to hide, the pain in front of my two daughters, but I can not, it is too sick god,,,,, I felt like screaming,I wanted to sleep and not wake up again, God I know this must be the best way that you give, but I feel very sick, the pain is making me regret not to be born..Lord I ask only one in thee, give fortitude to my two daughters, do not let them feel the pain of this,, hey you are there who have made my life destroyed,,, I just pray, may you be given the awareness that the pain that you gave it enough to make the dead feeling, enough to make me hate what is called LOVE!!!I promised myself, I'm not going to open up to anyone who called him also love, my goal I just want to raise my two daughters and wanted to prove to the world, that I am a woman who was hurt, I was able to bring my two daughters without having to depend on anyone , and you quickly realize that a man named before god punishes you who have made use of a real woman who sacrifices, sacrificing happiness for the sake of his daughters, was the sacrifice, love and affection that I've been given is not enough to make you stay beside me,I know now not to say sorry, but this is a lesson that is very meaningful for me, also for my two daughters, that we should not trust, loving soul to a man,,
        The best for me with my two daughter ,i can stand for them,, and just kicked the hell man,are always talking how great, and believe that love is everything,!!!If you do not know what it means to love, never spoke I love you, because I know it was all nonsense, love without sacrifice, it's all bullshit,, in love with a sacrifice I was a jump into the deepest abyss,,
                Jasmine Than