Today as usual I lead from the start to get up early, preparing for my little girl to school, and today I have to finish all the files, documents, about the legal as Indonesian citizens. if I do not make legal all legal documents, I will lose all the assets that I have here, with financial help from a friend that he was really a friend she was always there when I needed it, she was always there when I'm sad and feeling down, this called a true friend, we are like brother and sister, I with him as my big brother, little by little, I completed all the documents, but there is little that hit my little heart, pain, sadness, feelings that other people may never feel this, I feel do not have anyone, I feel like a human being wasted, to be a persecuted man, so a woman who does not deserves to be a wife, so a woman who does not deserve happiness in a marriage or having a family,I take breath, and ask God, God I'm not a human being and human being who always worship and thank
God I know, I did not ask for anything inappropriate, but if I do not deserve to live happy like everyone else, with all living processes eventually all the way from open, although this is very painful but I have to accept and take a decision, which is very difficult, today I received an official letter of divorce from my husband, it turns out he prefers his wife are there because of money, I hate having to accept all this, I hate how money can buy happiness, I hate being poor if it's love and loyalty is not enough to become a wife who be good..But I believe you are god, that you will not let me fall deeper, with all the legal documents I make, I must have a valid divorce papers, and today on 29 February 2012, I'm officially single,
