A Relationship
Today, 3 March 2012, the third month in the new year, everyone in the new year hoping to get all the goodness, so do I, but I'm experiencing, I do not know what path I take all this into something that good or bad for my future.A relationship that I have lived for many years, it ended just like that, loyalty and love, it is not enough to sustain a relationship,I'm not willing to be willing to give up my husband fell into the arms of another woman, and on 29 February last I received a document that he and I were officially divorced, I honestly feel hurt, I feel used, it just thinks of me as a complement to life,Life has taught me a lot, life is also treating me very bad, although I always try to do good, honest belief, in a relationship turns out that all is not enough.Honestly, I always promised myself, he's only the first and last man in my life, but I'm not the last woman for him, I love him with all my soul, I believe everything he said even though I know it's all a lie, I was smiling as he say (I want to marry again). God where justice, why did you leave me powerless, always get use from of humans who have no conscience,but I believe this might be the best way that you give, it must be painful, but I'm sure there's a brighter tomorrow, but that so my question, if I was able to forge a new relationship with someone new I know, it's always a so my question, and answer, no, I think it is difficult to present this to fall in love,I believe God will not give you anything I can not afford this road.When best way that you give when I have to stand up, I'm sure I'll live to follow the flow of which you have outlined underlined my fate,was very difficult to leave what we live for this, and we tried it with something new, but I have to stand up for my two daughters, and I prefer to be alone for the moment, there is much beloved, forgive me, because for now I still can not be honest with you, I lied to you, and I know this is going to hurt you, but a relationship based on lies will end up with a very painful feeling it will make you not want to wake up again, and before we go any further, today I'll be honest, I still can not leave the memory of my past, who treated me very bad, I was traumatized by the words of love,I was very afraid because I was a fragile woman, I'm not so tough that you can see, I always give a fake smile, and I do not want it to happen again, some day when you are too tired and left me, maybe by then I did not want living longer, so for now I want to own first.Sometimes I ask, what am I doing wrong, and sin what my parents did in the past, so I must bear it all alone,
I did not cry but I regret parting meeting,,,,,,,,I just want to be alone with my all dream!!
Jasmine than,,,
