Thursday, March 29, 2012

Quickly the time passed

Quickly the time passed,, ahhhh the weekend is now in front of the eye, and almost three months ended also in 2012, but my life is running very slow, the time can not compromise,, 
  I'm still here with all the dreams that I still can not reach, I only have my two daughters target could be a strong woman, and not a weak woman, ahhh I wish I could turn back the clock,I would be able to reach all my dreams, without a shadow of the past are not easily I forget, I wish I could turn back the clock, I might not like it, just stuck being a mother plus a father for my two daughters, ahhh it's only a shade more to me not grateful for what I can today,And indeed human beings will never be satisfied with what they got when it,.they will continue to feel less, what more when they see the success of others,This is a human, they would be smart to blame others when they are affected, see the mistakes of others more easily than to see his own errors,,as the saying goes (. grass will look greener than the grass itself)to see the mistakes of others (ants across the ocean can be seen, but the invisible elephant in front of the eye),,it's normal, for people with abnormal, selfish, that they felt I might the best one,. best to cover the decay that saved them, but sometimes without realizing they showed who they were and I'm sure it would,ahhh I'm tired of taking care of other people hehehe I let them think with their own thoughts,,,I still can not do either, although I'm always trying to improve themselves, trying to always be honest, even if they do not believe it, but I do not care,,I feel the fruit of an honesty, I can still live quietly until now, I can still earn the trust of many friends, yeah i mean not much i have real friends,but for me even though we met a friend online, I think they are better than the real future life friends,, I honestly have never succeeded in friendship.for example, as I have a friend who I knew 5 years, it's not a short time, but lost the blink of an eye with a very silly reason, that reminds me of someone once when I went on holiday to Thailand,I was praying in a temple, and an old man approached, she saw my face very deep, I'm confused why this old man, which I knew he was one of his monks, on the ground, with a sense of wonder, I wonder why you see me I like someone you know, haha this story will probably make you laugh, but it really happened to me, He spoke as I predicted fate, our future life that is identical, chines our beliefs are born because of reincarnation, and we believe that,He told me that I was born as a goddess of the sky.and he tell me i have mark in left my breast and hell yes i have them,,but how he know about this, ,,I was given all the advantages, but back then I was dead, and I still plead with God to live like human beings, and finally God gives me life like an ordinary human being but in any event,terms that I can not change fate, that I was born not bring a mate, like most human beings are born with them to bring their mates as the saying goes, man is a woman's rib, but I do not have the ribs,the saying goes, ehehe, then he said I would not be possessed real friends, many men who loved me, but I still can not have it for myself, if anything it will go away slowly, if I have children, they will leave me with slowly, and I will remain alone..ahhh I was never believed all that, but slowly I began to believe that fate predictions, because I experienced it, from the start, I do not know who my real parents,until now it's like a mystery, even the actual date of birth I did not know for sure, slowly I began to feel what the monks were talking about, but I want to see what will happen later okay, hehe it's just a prediction, I'll dial again, now just got home tired enough yoga,,, GOD bless you all