Sunday, March 25, 2012

a fun day of week in a pain

Finally ended this week as well, although quite heavy, with the condition my body is still not completely healthy, but this Sunday was a time when I took my little daughter, just to the streets and have lunch at the usual place we always spent time together,,not an expensive place, but we are still grateful, because we can still enjoy it a vital, well there is a bit of jealousy, when you see them, a complete family, walking, eating together, husbands, wives and their children, ahhh I try not think of it all, which I planted in my heart, the liver is also my children, not necessarily what we see better than us, they are happier than we,
 and we really enjoyed the day this week, with the movie it was very great movie, I ride my bike with a small daughter, another daughter and her other bike ride, Oh thank god I'm so happy to see them smile, my prayer today, my age is long, let me see them smiling again, a smile that could make the world happy, I do not care if I stay alone like this is important I still have their two daughters, and whatever will I do for them..I prayer tonight, god I know you exist, I know I'm not your good people, but give me time to see and guide the girls become women, women who are strong, cruel middle life, when it is, you take my life I will smile , my Lord, give me greatness of heart to forgive people who hurt and betrayed me, give them a consciousness, before it's too late..like me, who at this time, I could just live life to the loneliness, the tears are already dry, and not all tears are useless, because no one cares, longing in the heart, but who I miss, I do not understand, because for me all that I experienced was just a dream, that one day I'll wake up, and missing all these wonderful dreams,
 only time will tell it all, in the solitude of a quiet corner of the night, I just still have some hope, tomorrow morning it will be no new stories, my condition improved slightly after consuming drugs uhgg I was bored, but I do transfalasy to the spinal cord I think it is too early, because I still felt fine,,,, sometime, hehe, okey hope awesome weekend all and starting in the new week, God bless you all,