Friday, March 30, 2012

Heart disease

Incurable liver disease in the human heart can not keep your heart and feelings of others.
 And many people are good at hiding, among other diseases, (jealous of the success of others, jealous with all the advantages of others, jealousy, hate when you see other people happy, glad to see others suffer, I feel best among all people , lying to myself,) I'm sure everyone must have felt all of the disease, because we are only human, who will make mistakes, but we're not the devil who is always wrong, and not the angel that is always true,)it's just part of the human heart disease that I write here, and I've even often feel that, but I'm grateful, I was quickly overcome by, saw the good side of all the evil that others do to me, because many have the experience and the strange events that I feel effects of liver disease.and i watch it,I once had a friend, she's a woman who became mistress, a European man, she was quite luxurious life than I did back then, when she had bought a luxury car, while I was riding the motor bike,but even so we are very good friends, but I guess I never hurt her, though she had far more money than me,She just one mistake, she most liked to gamble, but I do not really pay attention to, yahh sometimes I often talk to her that it's not a good gamble, you have to think about your future, because we will not always pretty, what else she just a mistress.and is a good chance will not come twice in our lives, we should take advantage before it's already ruined, and you are kicked by a boyfriend,and one day, he came to my house to accompany him in jakarta gamble, a gamble where the big party, not just anyone can enter without bringing enough money, okey I went with him, and tried my luck, I join gambling game, but when it goddess of fortune did not side with us.I just simply lost several hundred thousand indonesia.and money I'm getting bored because I was not so unusual, but it turns out he's my friend lost a total of nearly 5 million rupiah, in 3 hours,I say, hey stop this game, you will never win, because we play with the real players are only too well, and they are quite a lot of money, but apparently he was still hooked, and eventually she borrowed money to bangker, as many as 5 million,and she again lost, after she felt that she was still playing with the cars we drive pledge that moment, I told you insane,but this time she cheating, but I'm afraid, and I finally returned home alone, I leave her there, because she would not stop,since then I have not seen her for several days because I was busy with business that I live, but on my one day she call me,She scolded me, hate me, and curse my children will become prostitutes if they were just silent when.she great to hear what she was talking about I really do not understand, after she finished talking, then I ask, exactly what was wrong between me with you so you hate me and scold the child I a child innocent?I just thought, what if she was angry because I came home first, and leave her, because I still have small children that I could not stay too long, although it was still there babysister,It was not the case that made him mad, money-lenders, bankers whose money she had borrowed to gamble at the time, came looking for her home and when her husband was at home, and she thought the man moneylenders ask it from my, home address and I provide information, where she lived,and she thought I went to join her life with , Lombard told them to come home to collect the debt that she borrowed when she husband at home,And unfortunately she thinks I go to eat and I know at the bank that he borrowed the money,what the hell.haha I just smiled, and I said, I know where you are also gambling that you ask  me to come join you,how i know them people who u borrow money,I'm not mad at her when she was blame  me for something i not know,when she came to see me and berate me in front of many people , but  that makes me mad, when she took the name of my children, that she said, (I swear you girls to be prostitutes poor).and I appoint her face, and talk (not at all times once you take away the names of my children in our problem, and  she still did not have children, but I know she has a younger sister who was always proud of her,continued~~~~~ >