last night I did not get to write the story, where I went or what I do at home, I feel tired, fatigued, I just lock myself in my room after a bath I think it might make me calm down, play music, not the least I touch my computer, on when I want to open the phone, ohh shit my emal account there was a change passwort, so automatically I can not use all the applications on the phone, I automatically have to reset all the risks I have to lose all existing data on the phone, I had sent text on my boyfriend just to make sure that I am here still alive, because all day I just shut down after a night I was with him online on Paltalk, before I fell asleep and on her private cam in it so I woke up my camera was off and the website was still on,
okay then I try to reset my phone regulatory factory, so everything is like new, then I have to download all applications including Paltalk moblle, but that made me surprised when I go online and talk to my boyfriend, he said he could see me online in the mobile phone, of course I'm surprised, but as usual I'm ready to listen to what he's talking about, I'm too tired to agrue, and to explain, let him keep with what all of his convictions, even though I denied it was not possible because he said several minutes later I was sent text him on the phone, ohh shit why should this continue,, even though my intentions were good text him because I said I love you, but what I get,, nothing his sent me back text,but I think maybe he's busy, but I was wrong,, ahhhhhh some thing would happen but I'm going I'm going to try to calm down, despite my state of confusion, sadness and hate, but I can not hide sometimes I'm quiet, but what if he does not see my eyes swollen from crying, ahhhhh it turns out he did not notice it and I try cover with me wearing glasses, but his attitude is always rapidly changing, without asking for an explanation and where I am and why, oh god I hope he knows, I was again in a state that very fragile and hurt I need him to protect me, I need him to lean though only in the shadows, I need him for strength to stand up from a sense of depression, but it turns out he also seemed in a state of distress, okay I understand, ... I'm online just now to meet with him, but there are times when I need to touch the computer itself, i not even want to talk to children even I can not, I hope one day he would be more understanding,, when I'm happy and when I'm sad,,, ,, I love you,,,
Jasmine
