hello all, ahh I have not updated this blog, because the bussy, yeah as a mother and father for a child, I have not had time to write, since the last time, also with a feeling that is always uncertain, today finally I joined yoga class again, 1 week after I quit, that I feel in this week, I'm not in the mood to talk, joke as usual, I'm curious what's wrong with me now,?? if I changed, but it does happen, what I used to love to talk, joke together my friend, even though it's just chatting, I was very entertained, ahhhh maybe age and have a total life change myself to be more mature, I just want to apologize for all my friends and also my beloved, if I was a little different these days, lazy to talk to just throw time, while I had been long enough to waste my time in vain, without doing anything useful for my future and my children,
Is near the end of the week again, do not feel the time is so fleeting, and I just wasting my time, without producing anything,, oh, it's strange but it's real, I do not feel happy anymore what the name suggests, love, love as if he no longer touches I feel, I feel, I enjoy my solitude, with dance music remixes that can make me excited, but the question is, where are the feelings that I had always wanted,, ahhhh maybe like I said earlier, time, age, everything has changed,I used a lovely woman, I always try how to make happy those who are near me, but now what you feel, I feel empty without passion, mmmmm what is due to a past that always makes me so it makes me eclipsed trauma, to start something new, I find it very hard, did all the work that seems to have started to fall, bengkrup,, uhhh,, where jasmine, everyone I know these are tough and strong woman, but in fact, I'm a weak woman, sorry to all of them, if I want to own these days, I need some time alone, contemplating my future, have fun it's not the time anymore, I have to prepare myself for the target this year, I have managed as a single parent , my dreams just want to see my children succeed, I break happiness of my time just for them, God and the prayer accompanying this my good purpose, embarked all, I do not want the others,Update weekend,,hopefully with my loneliness I could better understand who I was and what do I want in this life, because I'm sure no one could help or assist, but ourselves, for me at this time, something called enjoyable, fun, it's just a waste of time game I can not sit front of a computer without producing anything, while life must continue,,, ahhhh first I still feel all of that makes me have fun,, but now,, i don't know what i feel,,, and I'm sure everyone would feel boredom, and my time has come,, bored with the whole hog that I know it's just a fake, I'm tired of lying to my feelings, I'm tired of smiling when I'm in a bad mood, bored with everything, ahhhh let me try a new jasmine will fix everything back,.,,, hope awesome weekend all,,,
