Earlier in the week was again not months, weeks, days go by do not feel, but late last week, there is a little different, I feel very stressed, upset, confused, disappointed, sad, but it turns out, all that go away by itself, it turns out, while it can changed all this,
Earlier this week, I woke up with all the new hope and new life that I began to sign a government office, lucky to still have someone who is happy to help make an official letter which I had a very long wait, and now everything starts going well,And last Sunday, as usual I spent time with my daughter, we go to the mall and a bit of shopping, this weekend I got a little more fortune so I can buy what I want for this, you might wonder what I want when I have more money, just a book, hehehe but it inspired me a lot about how to continue this life wisely,Also about love, money and spiritual, after I read a little by little, I began to understand the meaning of a life, that we are not wrong to want a change, in any case, because of the desire that we can feel alive, with a record of a desire that is still be the logic,what we managed to accomplish and what we fail we achieve is the direct result of our minds, we who caused it, not others, all suffering, happiness comes from within us ourself..And this book a little more I can learn and find out more what I want and what precisely the meaning of life,with the past which I think is full of failure, especially in love relationships, I'm sure because I was always misunderstood, love and money, I always think of love without money is not what the ass, but it is a major money, we can buy love with money, but not vice versa, there is no love that money can buy, with all the experience in the past, now I feel much more mature, and I demanded to be prudent in taking both my daughter, I must be a good example for them,I will not go wrong choosing the wrong man again, but this time I was more focused on my two daughters, I will not waste time like I used to only live for a man that is not clear.if there had been a mate, though not, I prefer a life like this, when I think of it, actually I'm living right now is pretty much better than they were all friends to me, I'm quite materially with little income I was able to spend more, buy what I want to share a little more money to my family, and especially to buy what the girls need.Well,,, that's human nature that never runs out before the end came, (LIVING IN dissatisfaction) will always feel less human when we see others who are older, they are not necessarily happier than us, they can have everything, the house luxury cars lined up in the garage, look luxurious, but we do not know how much their debt, they have to pay each month for all that luxury,After I read and ponder the contents of the book, Swear I felt ashamed of myself, I feel ashamed to have very good people, concerned with the life of me, afraid I feel deprived, I've always thought that he was buying love with money, but turns out he gave it all sincerity, thank god I was made aware and be told that I did was wrong thinking, and indeed I still need help from him, but at least now I understand and realize that I still can not find someone who can replace him, did he hurt me in our relationships, but now I realize she was still caring enough to give us a decent living even though we are separated,I apologize with all humility that I've been wrong, but that does not mean I can still play a part in her love, before I found someone who could give a better life than him, I would not do stupid.ahhh no plans 2 weeks again I want to take my two daughters to go the way of Yogyakarta, Borobudur temple there is, perhaps we as a vacation trip, I loved driving the car on the road a lot, so I'm planning to go to take the car I drive hehe it will much fun for us,, , good bless all, there are no barriers and hopefully I have enough money, but little to add,
Earlier this week, I woke up with all the new hope and new life that I began to sign a government office, lucky to still have someone who is happy to help make an official letter which I had a very long wait, and now everything starts going well,And last Sunday, as usual I spent time with my daughter, we go to the mall and a bit of shopping, this weekend I got a little more fortune so I can buy what I want for this, you might wonder what I want when I have more money, just a book, hehehe but it inspired me a lot about how to continue this life wisely,Also about love, money and spiritual, after I read a little by little, I began to understand the meaning of a life, that we are not wrong to want a change, in any case, because of the desire that we can feel alive, with a record of a desire that is still be the logic,what we managed to accomplish and what we fail we achieve is the direct result of our minds, we who caused it, not others, all suffering, happiness comes from within us ourself..And this book a little more I can learn and find out more what I want and what precisely the meaning of life,with the past which I think is full of failure, especially in love relationships, I'm sure because I was always misunderstood, love and money, I always think of love without money is not what the ass, but it is a major money, we can buy love with money, but not vice versa, there is no love that money can buy, with all the experience in the past, now I feel much more mature, and I demanded to be prudent in taking both my daughter, I must be a good example for them,I will not go wrong choosing the wrong man again, but this time I was more focused on my two daughters, I will not waste time like I used to only live for a man that is not clear.if there had been a mate, though not, I prefer a life like this, when I think of it, actually I'm living right now is pretty much better than they were all friends to me, I'm quite materially with little income I was able to spend more, buy what I want to share a little more money to my family, and especially to buy what the girls need.Well,,, that's human nature that never runs out before the end came, (LIVING IN dissatisfaction) will always feel less human when we see others who are older, they are not necessarily happier than us, they can have everything, the house luxury cars lined up in the garage, look luxurious, but we do not know how much their debt, they have to pay each month for all that luxury,After I read and ponder the contents of the book, Swear I felt ashamed of myself, I feel ashamed to have very good people, concerned with the life of me, afraid I feel deprived, I've always thought that he was buying love with money, but turns out he gave it all sincerity, thank god I was made aware and be told that I did was wrong thinking, and indeed I still need help from him, but at least now I understand and realize that I still can not find someone who can replace him, did he hurt me in our relationships, but now I realize she was still caring enough to give us a decent living even though we are separated,I apologize with all humility that I've been wrong, but that does not mean I can still play a part in her love, before I found someone who could give a better life than him, I would not do stupid.ahhh no plans 2 weeks again I want to take my two daughters to go the way of Yogyakarta, Borobudur temple there is, perhaps we as a vacation trip, I loved driving the car on the road a lot, so I'm planning to go to take the car I drive hehe it will much fun for us,, , good bless all, there are no barriers and hopefully I have enough money, but little to add,
