The weekend is near again, do not feel week, month change in 2012.
So many events also last for 3 months, and so many questions still no answers,called the stage of life, full of drama and very little honesty ranging from love stories, stories of friendship, from the real world to cyberspace, ahhhhh because I live between two worlds..sometimes of two worlds that could inspire me to write in this blog.but today I want to write and ask, because I have a little problem that makes me uncomfortable.question, which is sometimes difficult to find an answer, when we blame, hate, in slander, with no apparent reason what our mistakes against them, and I'm just still waiting for that will indicate where lies the fault, they finally realized that it was not my fault.and they say sorry, and yes before I forgive them, but once they leave my heart still feels pain, feels hatred is coming back, the hatred that emerged from the confusion with what was my fault to make them hate me, while I was not ever do anything wrong,confusion that could make my life a mess, even I could blame someone she really protect me, I ignore what he says, I force him to confess something he had never done,I scold him without thinking about how I was hurt his, I forced him to leave me after I defend ,
Omg how stupid I was just defending a friend who finally throw dirt on my face,ed a friend,
Hatred after forgiving. These are now appearing in my heart,The question, am I wrong if I forgive him a friend who has hated me without reason, but my heart is very closed to just met her?,,,it wrong if I still hold a grudge that upset until I cried when I slandered, hated for no reason, until she was away from my children,I know it's all over, three days ago when he came and apologized, but it still makes me nervous because of the hatred that is now coming after excuse, after she knew who was at fault and she blamed me for no apparent reason,, ( The big question )
Why people are so easy to hate and blame others for what they are looking for without guilt?
Why do not they ever think what will happen from all the hatred that evoked from a slander.?
Why do they never get to feel what others feel when you hurt without knowing what their mistakes, why you are much older age, which should be more mature but more narrow minded than the buffalo??
Why are you so comfortable when you see other people suffer because of your doing?
Why you can forget the friendship that you consider to be brothers, just because you do not slander a man who knew well??
Oh God I know, I'm not a good race, I did not even know how to pray, but I'm sure you do not close your eyes when you see a human man who seemed so devout worship thee, but they are so comfortable if they hurt a fellow human,,I just hope all this anxiety will pass quickly because I did not feel comfortable with liver disease called hate!!!!!!!I just want feel very sorry for somebody who i was blame him for stupid reason,, and let we just quiet and see what will hapend in next, ~~~
So many events also last for 3 months, and so many questions still no answers,called the stage of life, full of drama and very little honesty ranging from love stories, stories of friendship, from the real world to cyberspace, ahhhhh because I live between two worlds..sometimes of two worlds that could inspire me to write in this blog.but today I want to write and ask, because I have a little problem that makes me uncomfortable.question, which is sometimes difficult to find an answer, when we blame, hate, in slander, with no apparent reason what our mistakes against them, and I'm just still waiting for that will indicate where lies the fault, they finally realized that it was not my fault.and they say sorry, and yes before I forgive them, but once they leave my heart still feels pain, feels hatred is coming back, the hatred that emerged from the confusion with what was my fault to make them hate me, while I was not ever do anything wrong,confusion that could make my life a mess, even I could blame someone she really protect me, I ignore what he says, I force him to confess something he had never done,I scold him without thinking about how I was hurt his, I forced him to leave me after I defend ,
Omg how stupid I was just defending a friend who finally throw dirt on my face,ed a friend,
Hatred after forgiving. These are now appearing in my heart,The question, am I wrong if I forgive him a friend who has hated me without reason, but my heart is very closed to just met her?,,,it wrong if I still hold a grudge that upset until I cried when I slandered, hated for no reason, until she was away from my children,I know it's all over, three days ago when he came and apologized, but it still makes me nervous because of the hatred that is now coming after excuse, after she knew who was at fault and she blamed me for no apparent reason,, ( The big question )
Why people are so easy to hate and blame others for what they are looking for without guilt?
Why do not they ever think what will happen from all the hatred that evoked from a slander.?
Why do they never get to feel what others feel when you hurt without knowing what their mistakes, why you are much older age, which should be more mature but more narrow minded than the buffalo??
Why are you so comfortable when you see other people suffer because of your doing?
Why you can forget the friendship that you consider to be brothers, just because you do not slander a man who knew well??
Oh God I know, I'm not a good race, I did not even know how to pray, but I'm sure you do not close your eyes when you see a human man who seemed so devout worship thee, but they are so comfortable if they hurt a fellow human,,I just hope all this anxiety will pass quickly because I did not feel comfortable with liver disease called hate!!!!!!!I just want feel very sorry for somebody who i was blame him for stupid reason,, and let we just quiet and see what will hapend in next, ~~~
