Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Beginning of a grueling week

Earlier this week was very tiring, tired of endless work, tired of all thoughts about life
.Of weeks ago, the problem is still not finished, make me stress, until I was sick, my daughter is a little too unwell, perhaps because the weather is not so good in this month, heavy flue gee,, stress, since the first document I think it over complicated it, ahhhh this God is life, sometimes people will feel they are being hardest hit when his was just as if I was in trouble the most was suffering,but if we can open our inner eye and see there is still much more difficult human life, I still try anything to get their legal documents,sometimes I'm confused who is to blame with all that I feel now, to get the legal documents I had difficulty, until yesterday I heard from a lawyer I am, I have to go trial,, mmmm why complicate the government here, God knows how much money has been I spend to pay for the documents and now they still ask,I tried to calm down and think about the best way, in fact all of the blame lies with my ex-husband, and my ignorance is too trusting him, I do not know what else I should do, while he was still happy with their new families, but I do not care about all that,now the most important thing I should do I have to take care of all the documents as quickly as possible, I and my two daughters, dream a dream for me to find a man again, ahhhh whoa, because I know they can never help me,, so all I have to do itself,
all just nonsense,Oh this flue,, still not recovered as well,,, great suffering, body ache, headache, fever,,, get well well,,,,,my little girl she also unwell, we do not want to get out of bed, but this morning I tried sports, but instead was getting worse,,, so I can not continue my work,:( :(