Beginning of a grueling week

Earlier this week was very tiring, tired of endless work, tired of all thoughts about life
.Of weeks ago, the problem is still not finished, make me stress, until I was sick, my daughter is a little too unwell, perhaps because the weather is not so good in this month, heavy flue gee,, stress, since the first document I think it over complicated it, ahhhh this God is life, sometimes people will feel they are being hardest hit when his was just as if I was in trouble the most was suffering,but if we can open our inner eye and see there is still much more difficult human life, I still try anything to get their legal documents,sometimes I'm confused who is to blame with all that I feel now, to get the legal documents I had difficulty, until yesterday I heard from a lawyer I am, I have to go trial,, mmmm why complicate the government here, God knows how much money has been I spend to pay for the documents and now they still ask,I tried to calm down and think about the best way, in fact all of the blame lies with my ex-husband, and my ignorance is too trusting him, I do not know what else I should do, while he was still happy with their new families, but I do not care about all that,now the most important thing I should do I have to take care of all the documents as quickly as possible, I and my two daughters, dream a dream for me to find a man again, ahhhh whoa, because I know they can never help me,, so all I have to do itself,

all just nonsense,Oh this flue,, still not recovered as well,,, great suffering, body ache, headache, fever,,, get well well,,,,,my little girl she also unwell, we do not want to get out of bed, but this morning I tried sports, but instead was getting worse,,, so I can not continue my work,:( :(

Last weekend

The weekend is over, 
As weeks weeks ago, last weekend I used to live alone, there is nothing fun or make me excited, I spent time with my two daughters, road trip to the mall, spending a little food and play games, that's all that can make me smile, if you see my two daughters happy, that's enough for me.and that's my goal now, to make the girls smile, whatever will I do for them, I will not let an unscrupulous man to hurt humans,such as those who continued to try to hurt me,as I tell from my writing yesterday, I do not care about what and how you tried to hurt me, I'm here just to smile, maybe I cried, but only two, three days, but you will pay with tears in your life.yesterday I still keep asking myself, even I asked many friends, from friends who jerk, until a friend who I respect, about me, and I got the same answer.first but later, when I ask, I'm not there I'm the best position, and they know all the stories that I ask it right, you know what the answer from them, said my friend the jerk (Jass, just give them to fuck off, and away from you face u need no friend like that),, from a friend who I respect and I know they're good, smart, (give them time, one day they will realize that you are innocent, but if they continue to blame you and ignore you, they it's a loser),, ahhh I finally get all the answers from my question for this, honestly I feel guilty,,having been taught, bring a friend who is innocent, to a depraved man, who I once thought he was a good old man, because it was old enough to act more mature,But you see, life can not guarantee that a person can mature,, as I tell you, I was born of an old couple that I did not know they are, I grew up on the streets, but there I learned more, how do I deal with life the cruel,many of my friends talked me precocious,but here in fact if you feel like a smart man, and who like you are always proud of, that you were born into a family that taught many good things, a school in college, your life is an established, well-educated, why you can not tell which right and wrong, why do you feel comfortable with the selfish, arrogant, boastful, and never back down, satisfied to see someone else caused you to cry, 
living in a dream, but I'm sure everyone would know what went wrong and what is true, but most of the men were embarrassed when his opinion was wrong, and always feel that I am the best, most correct me, (I'm going to throw up view it)uh,, here I do not write or express what man that I mean, I never felt accuse or condemn other people, because for me every time I want to act or speak, I'm trying to think if this could hurt them, because I know that other people I'm definitely going to talk bad to feel offended, so for us whose hearts are still not aware that his life is always suffering from it because, of action and how to conduct themselves..but for those who has a narrow mind, will always be busy blaming other people with the failure of his life, not busy improving its own behavior,,Good luck and keep going,hehehe
        Jasmine