experience in cyberspace

Today, exactly on 8 March 2012, at the weekend exactly 4 years of my life as if on two of the world, 
the real world and virtual world, called the internet, where you can chat with people from different countries, even some who find their soul mate, and they were married, from the virtual world,whatever we want to find out all we could find on the internet, even many who use cyberspace to make money from starting a business selling goods to sell so-called satisfaction webcam sex show, and not surprisingly few of those who enjoy online sex, until the men who are lonely, or the couples who can not find her sex satisfaction they willing to pay dearly just to watch live webcam show...for me it was not strange, because I was exactly four years entered the virtual world, with quotation marks (I never sell a webcam show),,but not a little boy who offers, a wide range of starting money and love, uhhggggg,, hot! four years for me to learn enough people who enter the world's,the strange, of all our human nature unpredictable in just one month you talk to them,from the start that their personal lives, or their virtual lives in bring real, I'm not a hypocrite, I've been there once, fall in love in the world, and it only too well brought real life, until in the end I felt quite know and all it's just a game that's just a waste of time,many also promises a range of beautiful dream but all nonsense, many of them that I look like to live in dream,any imagine them as real reveal,
 I've always thought that the people of Europe, or the like which is not asian, they have a brain and thinking better, more intelligent than we are asian, hahaha but now I know, they are more stupid and foolish of us, but sorry I mean not everything , but from many people that I know that all the world is weird,
from the only life as a dreamer, which in fact they is nothing,,but I'm happy to listen and I'm always willing to try to fit in their lives to what extent,, a lot of friends I was there, there are indeed correct, their lives are like that, and not a few who just live in a utopian world, I've always thought I was stupid man who never like their school, but it was wrong,hahaha I just laughed in my heart , I'm not mean-spirited, I'm just a woman who prefers actions than words and promises,uh whoa,,, many men who promised to marry me but I and many believe it or not, out of 100 people who you talk to may be only two people who have a true and real life, too often the various gifts I received it, the reason I never asked them, they said I was cute and nice pssssss, blush blush, hehehe,
as always I'm talking about, I was an ordinary woman but I'm pretty quick to learn of human nature that is around me.ehhh there are also willing to come to meet me this month, I just want to know more about him, and for four years I was five people in the world have I met in the real world,,up to three days ago, I had a big fight with someone who I always think is good and I call him uncle, I finally realized that he was old, and we as the youth must be able to understand,,,And I just me , a women, more like action tahn louder talking without nothing,,,, JASMINE keep smiling   now hehe good day all

A bad day

Today on 6 March 2012, today was very different from that of yesterday, today I feel happiness that is so beautiful that words can simply not for me to write this in my blog, after I got a mail from someone who is near for this, not the price of goods or value, which turned out to be making me happy he watched me in silence,
 But what happened today, makes me very badly, probably all my fault, too, had good intentions but returned to throw dirt on my face.I'm me, and I never pretend to be human hypocrisy,,,in real life or online life for 4 years I played in the online world, and I never felt cheated people, or making money online, events like this two times I've experienced, I introduced a friend who I know him well, a good guy, with one of his girlfriends in real life, 
      Until finally they fall in love, and I never want to know what they are talking about, I mean I just want to introduce their male friends who I think is good to know, that I had a real good friend.and an oath for the soul of my two daughters I never make a profit from their relationship, even I lent my laptop and the internet, because my friend she has not got, and I teach it how to talk, write well, how to chat, many of which I taught her.but I was wrong, good intentions returned insult, he forced me he said I was jealous of their time together, Oh my God really says another friend. (Jass u need be no good with them Because people not know what you do for them) ,,, now if you are a smart person and not a fool like me, why me introduce you to waste time and I'm just waiting for you to talk to teach she how to talk, answer the question for anyone who reads my blog,in the end I let it go, because I'm too tired to real life that made me stress me, crazy, and one you must remember, we do not need to look at their original position, but we can see the original carpenter's man, though through online,Stupidity does not end there, I have a female friend who I thought was real as my sister, we are always together, share everything ranging from regular to  personal problems, but we still respect each other privacy, respectively,I re-introduce him to a man that I knew he was a good man, I respect him because he is much older than I, and its the same event, I lent my computer, my net, when I was annoyed, but I do not care all that, which I want to see her happy and feel alive again after what happened to her very badly, with the divorce.yes sometimes I get annoyed, if I want to have fun when I talk, play music in chat room, he was always asking,,, where my girlsfriend, my girlsfriend where I want to see it, I always try to talk, well, explaining why she could not onlline, as a busy mom with three children, schools and others and etc.It turned out that everything I do, he blames me, he said (I do not like, jealous of their time together, I want to separate their relationship, by not giving me permission to come  my home)and he said I was hurting my sister, I want to destroy their relationship,,,,,, I just held my breath, I'm not angry, but my emotions as a young , I can not control, because I mean well, and I finally they blame,