Tuesday, March 6, 2012

A bad day

Today on 6 March 2012, today was very different from that of yesterday, today I feel happiness that is so beautiful that words can simply not for me to write this in my blog, after I got a mail from someone who is near for this, not the price of goods or value, which turned out to be making me happy he watched me in silence,
 But what happened today, makes me very badly, probably all my fault, too, had good intentions but returned to throw dirt on my face.I'm me, and I never pretend to be human hypocrisy,,,in real life or online life for 4 years I played in the online world, and I never felt cheated people, or making money online, events like this two times I've experienced, I introduced a friend who I know him well, a good guy, with one of his girlfriends in real life, 
      Until finally they fall in love, and I never want to know what they are talking about, I mean I just want to introduce their male friends who I think is good to know, that I had a real good friend.and an oath for the soul of my two daughters I never make a profit from their relationship, even I lent my laptop and the internet, because my friend she has not got, and I teach it how to talk, write well, how to chat, many of which I taught her.but I was wrong, good intentions returned insult, he forced me he said I was jealous of their time together, Oh my God really says another friend. (Jass u need be no good with them Because people not know what you do for them) ,,, now if you are a smart person and not a fool like me, why me introduce you to waste time and I'm just waiting for you to talk to teach she how to talk, answer the question for anyone who reads my blog,in the end I let it go, because I'm too tired to real life that made me stress me, crazy, and one you must remember, we do not need to look at their original position, but we can see the original carpenter's man, though through online,Stupidity does not end there, I have a female friend who I thought was real as my sister, we are always together, share everything ranging from regular to  personal problems, but we still respect each other privacy, respectively,I re-introduce him to a man that I knew he was a good man, I respect him because he is much older than I, and its the same event, I lent my computer, my net, when I was annoyed, but I do not care all that, which I want to see her happy and feel alive again after what happened to her very badly, with the divorce.yes sometimes I get annoyed, if I want to have fun when I talk, play music in chat room, he was always asking,,, where my girlsfriend, my girlsfriend where I want to see it, I always try to talk, well, explaining why she could not onlline, as a busy mom with three children, schools and others and etc.It turned out that everything I do, he blames me, he said (I do not like, jealous of their time together, I want to separate their relationship, by not giving me permission to come  my home)and he said I was hurting my sister, I want to destroy their relationship,,,,,, I just held my breath, I'm not angry, but my emotions as a young , I can not control, because I mean well, and I finally they blame,