"THIS WEEKEND "
This weekend things went very differently, my days are filled with all the bustle, as the mother of two daughters, also with a bit of physical work, but seized my mind, until the time to enjoy, I myself have forgotten, I chased the target in order to this years the years to come, I leave aside, I think the problem is not so useful,
Even for a loving relationship, for goodness' sake, not an iota in the heart of this passion to establish a relationship again, after what I feel in the past, I myself do not understand why? all the feelings go away, arguably the heart of this frozen, for fear of getting hurt again, so this week, And perhaps days, months, years to come, I will stay the same, a Jasmine, who themselves enjoy the solitude, , I was unconscious, it is believed, that a man does not become waranti will give happiness,, and I decided to live alone, but did not set out may be one day, the apparent change, like I said, time will change everything, but for now I'm more focused with what to target and my dream, my life just to see my two daughters a better life, I got to know a man, and he was very nice, caring, and loved me, but I'm sorry for such a I told you, now, I own no understand, I still do not believe, that a man can be happy I am, and I believe, there you will get someone better than me, I am very grateful to all the time which he has always provided for me, but my life choices, I will remain alone,
I honestly say, in this little heart still kept all the resentment against him, and I'm scared, I want to hurt the feelings of him who did not shed innocent, so than I always make the problem continues because of the encouragement and reward resentment, I shed a person who wrong, I'd rather own without a lover it would be better for me, you'll continue to see me like this, and who knows how long, because I've killed off a feeling of love towards a man,,,
I am an ordinary person who missed the presence of someone who makes me smile, but somehow, smile for the love, lost, sad indeed, but this fact, let the god who knows everything, he who gives us love, and she also eliminate , but I'm sure all that was best for me, because I believe the decision is given god is always the best,
very sad, but it's been quite a while this feeling die, ten years ago, all started from the wrong people I love,,, is not I do not ever try to love again, but once I realized that I actually closed the door as if the heart is death, which I would expect that there may he get someone better than me, I'm sure god had a good plan if we had good intentions, sadness, loneliness, lonely, has become part of my life, since ten years ago, but I enjoy it , because it is a blessing that others can not feel what I feel,!!!
Hopefully today will be better than yesterday ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ and all of them, with a disease that I suffered, and I'm afraid my time soon, I just want to see my two daughters a better life, with no time wasted I will still remain stand here even with a lame leg,,,
This weekend things went very differently, my days are filled with all the bustle, as the mother of two daughters, also with a bit of physical work, but seized my mind, until the time to enjoy, I myself have forgotten, I chased the target in order to this years the years to come, I leave aside, I think the problem is not so useful,
Even for a loving relationship, for goodness' sake, not an iota in the heart of this passion to establish a relationship again, after what I feel in the past, I myself do not understand why? all the feelings go away, arguably the heart of this frozen, for fear of getting hurt again, so this week, And perhaps days, months, years to come, I will stay the same, a Jasmine, who themselves enjoy the solitude, , I was unconscious, it is believed, that a man does not become waranti will give happiness,, and I decided to live alone, but did not set out may be one day, the apparent change, like I said, time will change everything, but for now I'm more focused with what to target and my dream, my life just to see my two daughters a better life, I got to know a man, and he was very nice, caring, and loved me, but I'm sorry for such a I told you, now, I own no understand, I still do not believe, that a man can be happy I am, and I believe, there you will get someone better than me, I am very grateful to all the time which he has always provided for me, but my life choices, I will remain alone,
I honestly say, in this little heart still kept all the resentment against him, and I'm scared, I want to hurt the feelings of him who did not shed innocent, so than I always make the problem continues because of the encouragement and reward resentment, I shed a person who wrong, I'd rather own without a lover it would be better for me, you'll continue to see me like this, and who knows how long, because I've killed off a feeling of love towards a man,,,
I am an ordinary person who missed the presence of someone who makes me smile, but somehow, smile for the love, lost, sad indeed, but this fact, let the god who knows everything, he who gives us love, and she also eliminate , but I'm sure all that was best for me, because I believe the decision is given god is always the best,
very sad, but it's been quite a while this feeling die, ten years ago, all started from the wrong people I love,,, is not I do not ever try to love again, but once I realized that I actually closed the door as if the heart is death, which I would expect that there may he get someone better than me, I'm sure god had a good plan if we had good intentions, sadness, loneliness, lonely, has become part of my life, since ten years ago, but I enjoy it , because it is a blessing that others can not feel what I feel,!!!
Hopefully today will be better than yesterday ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ and all of them, with a disease that I suffered, and I'm afraid my time soon, I just want to see my two daughters a better life, with no time wasted I will still remain stand here even with a lame leg,,,
